Are we homophobes?

I'm.... gay?

{~~08-04-2024. 2:23 AM~~} 

Tughan pov:

My family is asleep, and I'm the only one who's still awake. I'm so tired, but I don't feel like sleeping. Should I watch anime? No, I don't feel like watching it now. I begin to think deeply. "What should I do?" I ask myself. After thinking for a while, I look at the clock, 2:46. SHIT. I promised I would go early to bed. I sigh. Then I suddenly got an idea; I can go on discord! I open discord and to my surprise I see a random guy spamming the word 'faggot' in a server. His username is 'coolguy_kale69'. I'm not going to lie, his user is a bit... cringe. I'm a bit insecure because I'm gay and there are a lot of homophobes in this world. Despite that, I started spamming with him, but I only did it to fit in. 

After spamming for a while, I suddenly got a friend request. It was from that homophobic dude. Even though I knew he was a homphobe, I still accepted his request. That's when he started DM'ing me.

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6𝗰𝗼𝗼𝗹𝗴𝘂𝘆𝗸𝗮𝗹𝗲𝟵    ᴛᴏᴅᴀʏ ᴀᴛ 𝟸:𝟻𝟷 ᴀᴍ          (A/N 69 nice 😏)   

Sup dude?                   

𝘁𝘂𝗻𝗮𝗻𝗶.e    ᴛᴏᴅᴀʏ ᴀᴛ 𝟸:𝟻𝟷 ᴀᴍ        

Nothin' much wbu?                                                                                                                              

6𝗰𝗼𝗼𝗹𝗴𝘂𝘆𝗸𝗮𝗹𝗲𝟵    ᴛᴏᴅᴀʏ ᴀᴛ 𝟸:𝟻𝟸 ᴀᴍ     

Same lmao. I'm bored asf.

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Okay, this conversation is kinda dry. Maybe I should ask about his interests. 

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𝘁𝘂𝗻𝗮𝗻𝗶.e    ᴛᴏᴅᴀʏ ᴀᴛ 𝟸:𝟻𝟹 ᴀᴍ

So... what are ur hobbies???

6𝗰𝗼𝗼𝗹𝗴𝘂𝘆𝗸𝗮𝗹𝗲𝟵    ᴛᴏᴅᴀʏ ᴀᴛ 𝟸:𝟻𝟹 ᴀᴍ

Ngl I like anime.

𝘁𝘂𝗻𝗮𝗻𝗶.e ᴛᴏᴅᴀʏ ᴀᴛ 𝟸:𝟻𝟹 ᴀᴍ

Fr? Me too dude. Ur also from Afhganistan, right?

6𝗰𝗼𝗼𝗹𝗴𝘂𝘆𝗸𝗮𝗹𝗲𝟵 ᴛᴏᴅᴀʏ ᴀᴛ 𝟸:𝟻𝟹 ᴀᴍ

Yuhh, I'm from Kabul wbu

𝘁𝘂𝗻𝗮𝗻𝗶.e ᴛᴏᴅᴀʏ ᴀᴛ 𝟸:𝟻𝟹 ᴀᴍ

Same dude 😫

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Time skip: after they shared their names and interests.

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Ahmed pov:

6𝗰𝗼𝗼𝗹𝗴𝘂𝘆𝗸𝗮𝗹𝗲𝟵 ᴛᴏᴅᴀʏ ᴀᴛ 3:0𝟹 ᴀᴍ

Hey... what do u actually look like?

𝘁𝘂𝗻𝗮𝗻𝗶.e ᴛᴏᴅᴀʏ ᴀᴛ 3:0𝟹 ᴀᴍ

Uhm lemme search a nice pic rq.

𝘁𝘂𝗻𝗮𝗻𝗶.e ᴛᴏᴅᴀʏ ᴀᴛ 3:0𝟹 ᴀᴍ

uh sorry this was the best one I could find 😭

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I could feel myself blushing while looking at his selfie. He's that kid from class 3A who is absolutely adorable. His eyes are big, and his hair is really fluffy. He's without a doubt my type- WAIT, WHAT AM I THINKING?! He may be cute, but I'm not into dudes, I think?  Plus, it's illegal to be gay in Afghanistan. If the Taliban finds out you're part of the LGTBQ+ community, you'll immediately get executed. But his light brown eyes just give me a comforting feeling that I just can't ignore. I... can't be gay, right? Yeah, I just think he's cute, there's nothing gay about that.

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𝘁𝘂𝗻𝗮𝗻𝗶.e ᴛᴏᴅᴀʏ ᴀᴛ 3:05 ᴀᴍ

HELLOOOO🙄 U STILL HERE???

Is there something wrong with this pic? Do u want another one?

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Yeah, no.

I'm really gay.

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A/N

sorry for the wait lmfao. I was too lazy to write the second part and tbh I still can't believe i actually wrote a second part HAHAHAH. btw ahmed reveal soon 😳😳😳

btw i used grammarly so no bad grammar anymore 😫😫😫✋

hope u enjoyed ig...