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georgenotfound

(this one is sad i'm sorry I HAD TO)

stars.

they are so pretty.

the way they shine in the night sky, and the way they aligned, it was just so peacefully.

watching the moon and stars in the sky bought a strange meaning of happiness to me.

it brings a sense of security, like what he gave to me.

i missed him everyday and somehow the pain was getting better but worse as time moved on.

the last 4 months without george being here were definitely the worst not just for me, but for everyone who knew george.

from dream fo sapnap, from callahan to tommy; it hurt everyone when they found of the news.

george was definitely the love of my life.

the random rendezvous we'd had at 2am sitting under the stars and finding shapes they made together.

i made so many memories with him that i'll treasure forever, however there's one that sticks out.

'george.' i laughed as we lied on the grass staring at the sky.
'y/n.' he laughed back playing with my hair.
'the stars look so pretty don't they?'
'not as pretty as you my love?'
'your such a flirt we started dating what an hour ago now.'
'the best hour of my life.'
'this day, the 18th of september 2020, has been the best of my life.'
'and why would that be?' he asking bopping my nose.
'because i'm with you.'

his passing struck everyone with eternal pain.

thinking about your bestfriends or the love of your life's death everyday is something you should never have to think about, especially when they were only 24.

to say i cried a lot would be an understatement.

i cried so much i felt physically sick.

all i wanted when he died, and now too, was to be in his arms again, laughing about the most ridiculous things imaginable.

maybe a month after his passing, not just because the three of us were mourning so deeply but because it's something the four of us if george was still with us, i moved half way across the world to be with dream and sapnap.

we needed each other's company so much.

'do you think you'll ever find someone else?' sapnap asked one afternoon as we were watching a movie, georges favourite to be precise.

'if i'm being honest no. he was the one for me and i was the one for him. he will always be my entire world. i couldn't imagine myself being with someone else.'

'honestly you and george were the best he spoke about you SO MUCH before y'all started dating.' dream said.

'awh what things did he say?' i smiled, reminiscing with the boys about george.

'i actually made a notes lists, i haven't opened it since it happened.' dream smiled, and we all knew what he meant by 'it'.

'read it out.' sapnap smiled.

'god why the fuck am i tearing up?' dream asked wiping a stray tear from his cheek.

'man it's okay come here.' sapnap smiled hugging dream, moving to his right hand side to hug him.

'you guys.' i smiled hugging from the other side.

'it just hurts that i was never able to meet him in real life.' dream said crying a little more, like myself and sapnap.

'trust me when i say this you two,' i said to sapnap and dream, 'he spoke constantly of wanting to meet you two. george would always say things like how excited he'd be to meet you a-and finally be able to h-hug yo-u-u.' i said bursting into tears.

'this fucking hurts.' sapnap said.

'i just want him back.' dream smiled.

'i need him back.' i cried, wiping my tears.