my cool boy / 🚨JIMIN STORY

~17

I woke up to my mom in my room

Me: OMG you scared me

Mom: shit sorry

Mom: Lets talk before you go to school

Me: okay

Mom: you said you love the boy? Right?

Me: yes

Mom: okay let me explain love. Love isn't about just sex. Love is them being nice everywhere you go. Love is when he kisses you in public without giving a shit what other people think. Love is pure. Now tell me.. does Jimin take you places to hang out?

Me: not really

Mom: does he kiss you in public and not feeling embarrassed after?

Me: no he doesn't kiss me in public

Mom: does he talk to you about anything in the entire world?

Me: not really

Mom: that's not love baby.

Me: I see

Mom: you might love him but he is not ready to use love.

Me: but he said- (she cuts me off)

Mom: he said that during sex ... right?

Me: yes

Mom: so he doesn't love you.

Mom: your dad told me the same thing when I was younger. I knew he loved me.

Me: because he cared

Mom: yes

Me: okay I get it

Mom: okay have a good day I'm leaving bye bye

Me: bye

I got ready for school then left. I took a Uber. When I got to school I went straight to Jennie.

Me: heyy

Jennie: heyy babe. So uhh your lover boy ...

Me: huh

Jennie: hes flirting behind you

I looked behind myself and saw Jimin touching another girls hair, laughing, and flirting. I started to believe what my mom said and stopped caring about him.

Me: I don't care .. he's not my boyfriend anymore or was never my "boyfriend"

Jennie: oh damn okay what was that you said the other-
( i cut her off)

Me: I was lying. To keep him out of trouble.

Jennie : ohh okay damn .. let's get to class

Me: ok cool

We go to class and sit down we came when everyone was there so I guess yay for me. When we sat down I saw Jimin staring. I gave him a "what" look. He just shakes his head sticking his bottom lip out. I rolled my eyes back on my paper and finished my work.

The bell rings

Me and Jennie were first out of the classroom and went to our lockers. Jennie left for lunch and I told her "I'll catch up". When the hall was empty I went to the cafeteria. Until I was pulled into the old janitor closet. I look up to see Jimin.

Me: what do you want?

Jimin: wow what did I do

Me: do you even love me ?

Jimin : what? Ofc I do . Why

Me: why are you scared to show me off? Why are you scared to kiss me in public? Why are you scared to take me out? (I raise my voice)

Jimin: IM NOT SCARED TO YOU TOLD ME NOT TO . you told me not to tell anyone. Hell I wanna take you out and kiss you in public. but your ass said not to. So the real question is.. do you love me?

I got silent and just stared.

Jimin: *pff* yea bye

He left the closet and left me in there. I thought about what he said.. I did say that didn't I ? Damn so am I the bad guy?

I left the closet and went to the cafeteria. I sat by Jennie still thinking about that moment.

Jennie: hey what took so long ?

I was still staring into space

Jennie: hello earth to y/n

Me: huh ? Oh nothing

Jennie: okay then.

*time skip*

It was the end of the day. I went straight home and saw my mom. I went to her and sat by her.

Me: mom you remember that thing you told me?

Mom: yes

Me: well what if it was the opposite way?

Mom: well that means you don't love him and you're not ready or you're scared.

Me: wow I'm scared. I'm scared to start a relationship with the cool kid

Mom: well you need to make up your mind.

Me: I already have my answer.

I went to my room and spent the rest of the day talking to Jennie about everything. Then I went to sleep.