heey guys another chapter :)
Lily's POV
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i really thought that maybe i will be happy once again and have my normal life but fucking no! why would i have a normal life?! i dont fucking know ask the one above! ive then noticed something shiny in the grass near Father Oak. it was a...........
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so here i am sitting under Father Oak with a sharpe pice of glass in my hand. i was sitting there just looking at the small but sharp pice of smashed glass for about five minutes now. i had my make up and tears running down my ckeecks and then when it came back once again the fucking flashback from THAT horific day. my 12th birthday.
as soon as that flashback touched my mind there was no hesitation. i pressed the glass to my wrist and sliced the flesh multiple times. as i was tearing my flesh with anger and disappointment i was full on crying by now, my vision became blurry from crying and the amount of blood that ive lost. i just hope that this time NO Luke will come and save me. NO mr.prince coming on his white horse to save the 'princess' aka me. right this moment i want to be a little star above in the sky where no one could hurt me, not even the monstar that i am.
Luke's POV
i was running like a mad man trying to find lee. i fucking screwed this one up realy good. i didnt realised it but i was crying while running. then it hit me maybe by a mircle she would be in the little park where there is only two swings and a sandpit and also a massive oak.
when me,jai and beau were younger we would always go there with our grandparents. Papa would always tell us the stories how he ment nona under the big father oak.
with the little hope that i have i jogged to the father oak's park. i heared screames and whines and someone crying really badly.
another chapter weeeeeee
haha guys i still need girlfriends for; beau and skip :) msg me if you want to be the girlfriend xd
toodles
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ФанфикHey guys I'm really sorry if throughout this book you think I'm a terrible writer however this is not my first book because the other fanfic was a total mess so i deleted it.hope you will enjoy it!! Lily black had depression and self harms can luke...
