Your words cut like razor

CHAPTER 17

another chapterrrrr ;)

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Luke's POV

so right no im walking toward my house because i think i just got ditched by the love of my life. i am angry but at the same time im realy scared because i dont know what will she do.

i am now walking up my drive way up to the front door.

''lee'' i shouted, no answer

''LEE'' ive shouted a bit louder but instead i came out a bit more angry then i meant to.

''lee look im sorry for shouting, now please come out'' im literally pleading right now but there is still silence. im really worried right now. so i run upstairs,i go into my room, nothing. i walked into jais room, nothing. beaus room, fucking nothing. mums room fucking nothing again! okey im getiing really angry and frustreted right now.

''lee its not fucking funny anymore!'' i shouted while walking downstairs to the livingroom but guess what NOTHING. its like she just toured into air and she vanished. okey so the last place in the house is the kitchen so with my hopes really low that i will find her there, i walk towards the kitchen. as i walk in i see six envelops sitting there on the kitchen desktop. there was my name, jais,beaus,mums,daniels and james's name on the different envelopes. im not gonna be nosey and i will just look in my one. i opend it and there was a letter so i starte4d to read it. by the end i was almost full on crying, the letter said;

~dear lukey~

i know that your probably think where the actually fuck is she and why did she ditched me on OUR prom night. well my dear love its for the better. im gone by the time your reading this, im on a plane to somewhere where i dont have to bring everyone around me down. i know this sounds really crazy but if you love me you need to let me go.

luke i know that this WILL be hard but, you need to trust me on this is for the best and i also know that you will be heartbroken but you need to promise me something, you need to promise me that you will NOT lock everyone who loves and cares about you out because of me. ive already brung you and the buys plus giana down and right now all you need is to be climbing up to reach your dreams, im really sorry to say this but im not a part of this.

i will miss you like hell!! i will miss the morning kisses, the hugs, our conversations and obviously our banter!! but this is my time to leave lukey,im not going to kill myself because ive promised to stay as strong as possible and im willing to keep this promise if you keep this promise that you will move on and i know that you will never stop loving me, well atleast i hope so. you need to find your girl because im not the girl luke, ive cosed too much pain in this family and i am truly an utterly sorry for that however its for the best.

luke you where my first and last love of my life and i will never forget you,

im sorry and goodbye

your

~LeeBear~ xoxox

i need to find where she went to.....

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okey so im soooooooooooooooooo sorry for the random 1/8 of a bloody chapter but i wasnt ment to post that. well you see the stupid new update on wattpad on pc is stupid and confusing so once im once again really sorry. but right now i hope you like this chapter :)

love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

toodles!!!

~wiki~