Why am I sitting here,
Alone in my head?
Is there any one there,
To save me from the dead.
Im burning on the inside,
Wondering if I can pull through.
I don't think there is anywhere to hide,
How can I move on?
You run through my mind all day.
I just need a drink
Ill take a hit from her any day
Ill just use it to think.
These tears sting my eyes,
Threating to spill over,
Onto these pages I spill my lies.
Only to cover
My true feelings.
To keep everything from my family.
I can't be leaving,
Not so soon, not so quickly.
So again I'll ask, why?