I'm not going to lie
All I've done is cry
At night I sit and think
About why I don't drink
It helps I know
But it makes me slow
And I can't stand to be like my mother
I wanna be like my brother
He's happy, handsome and likeable
Everything I'm unable
I just want someone to care
I need you like I need air
But you can't see it
And thats just the short bit
Its alright, I understand
With the situation at hand
I wouldn't choose me either
So I'll just take a breather
A break from life
I promise I won't use a knife
I'll just use a song
Thats what I've done all along
I can be happy
And yeah it sounds sappy
I'll accept that I'm alone
That's all I've ever known
And that's okay
