Everyone thinks I'm so dumb
All they say is "Um"
They think I don't see it
But I ain't no damn nit-wit
I know exactly what I'm doing
And I know there is no such thing as "undoing"
I don't reget caring about everyone who didn't
They think I don't get the hint
But I do, always
They stare at me in the hallways
All these ex "bestfriends"
I wish I was just looking through a lens
I finally have one true friend by my side
The old me died
When I was put second, when I didn't matter
My heart dropped to the floor just to clatter
I'm mostly numb
But I am not dumb
I've lost enough people
I've cared about even more
So can you just agree
Never to leave me
