Hind Sight

I DON'T LIKE TO BE YOUR WIFE!

Chanyeol pulled Yoona to the car. He drove as fast as he could as Yoona held her seat.

"Slow down--" Yoona got cut off.

"SHUT UP!"

They reached the mansion as Chanyeol pulled out Yoona.

"Don't allow Jihoon to enter our room!" Chanyeol said as he pulled her to her room

"What the hell is wrong with you? YOU ARE HURTING ME!!" Yoona shouted as Chanyeol yanked her hands away.

Chanyeol slammed the door as he forwarded Yoona as she backed away.

"What did you say to your eomma?" He spoke.

"Oh, so you heard my conversation with my mother? Just like how you heard Aerum's conversation with her mother?? From that conversation you found out Aerum was cheating on you! What did you find from our conversation?" Yoona asked.

"Your hidden hatred towards me!" Chanyeol said as she chuckled nodding as a no.

"Then you have figured it wrong! What I have said, my life is messed by you all! I want to sort myself out of it! For you all I have started to hate myself! I want to know my past so that I can go back to my mother though she also thought I am burdensome and left me! Why all people hate me?" Yoona said out coming forward to Chanyeol. She simply couldn't hold herself anymore.

"No one hates you! It's all that you think to yourself!"

"No wonder who made me think! Your are consoling me? Didn't you hate me at first? You said you could never take me as a wife! I slowly became a schizophrenic patient BECAUSE of your treatment! It's a sickness people take medical treatment! Now you would say Your wife is mentally ill! She is mad!"

"I never said anything to you cause I don't judge people with their words!"

"You have judged me! You never gave me the chance to show my affection to you! How much I love you! Anyway you won't get anything about love...." Yoona said turning back to him.

"That's why you changed the person in your life? From me to Baekhyun? Is he that good and do he have a great heart where he treasured you? And therefore you changed from the moment I threw him out?" Chanyeol asked as Yoona turned to him.

"I have only learn to love one person and that's YOU! Baekhyun is indeed a very important person in my life! But he is nothing than a God to me!"

"So he got in the position of God? In which position did you keep me?"

"I don't whether you have got a place! Yes, you got the position of my husband and my lover!"

"No wonder how much you have changed!"

"And no wonder because of WHOM!"

"FUCK---"

"DON"T SHOUT!"

"What do you think you thinking of yourself?"

"I think I am a woman stuck because of a worthless person! What good qualities do you even have other than fighting? You are the worst husband a person could think off!" Yoona said.

"What did you speak?"

"Yes! Even drunk husbands hesitate to throw their wives in the hands of a man! And you threw me to Baekhyun! And you think I will still forgive you? Killing myself--" Yoona got cut off by his slap. She looked up to see Chanyeol's eyes teary.

"Only one slap? C'mon open your belt and beat me so that I can die!"

"SHUT UP!! You have crossed your limit!"

"It's you who have crossed his limit! I just opened my mouth! And you are getting angry? Why? You have a lot to hear and I have a lot to speak!" Yoona said, tears visible in her eyes.

"You say that you are always hated by all!! Does Jihoon hate you!? HE HATES ME FOR I HAVE KILLED HER MOTHER AND FATHER! I am the one whose mother left him completely!! You still have a confusion whether your mother is really dead or not b...but... m...my mother's to...tomb is there! Sometimes I want to open it just to see if she is really there..." Chanyeol said tears rolling down his tears.

"Then why don't you let me come and comfort you!? Five years Chanyeol, five years! I am still a person in this house! Not a single day has happened where you told your secret things to me!" Yoona said backing away from him.

"If you want to wait for Hani, please wait! But leave me! I don't want my life to lag behind! Appa was thinking about my life that day in the hospital and you blocked that way too!" Yoona said as Chanyeol looked at her.

"What did you just say? You want to get married to Baekhyun? IS THAT WHAT YOU WANTED!?"

"YES, I WANTED! WHY do you care anyway? It's not like you love me! I am just a object in your life! One day this would also happen, you would rape-" With that she received another slap.

"I. Don't. Want. Another. Word. Yoona! I am gonna kill you!" Chanyeol said as she chuckled, tears rolling down more.

"And why don't really KILL ME!? I WILL GET RID OF THIS WORLD! I DON'T WANT TO BE YOUR WIFE!!" With that she pulled out his gun as his eyes widened.

She handed it to Chanyeol, "kill me!! I SAID KILL ME!" She hit his shoulders as hard as possible.

"YOONA! CALM DOWN!" Chanyeol shouted throwing the gun away from their reach.

Yoona pushed herself from him crying aloud. She was too hurt and it was visible with her behavior. Her aching voice was heard throughout the room.

"So many suicide attempts, so many times trying to run away! You weren't there with me! There was Baekhyun and you want me to forget him? I added poison to my own cake on my birthday! I was about to have it when that man came and stopped me! I won't forget him!" Yoona shouted as Chanyeol cried.

To be continued...