watching over you

a funeral

crying.

lots of crying.

no one knew where jaemin had went when he left those years ago but they all missed him.

when word traveled to them that he had killed himself their hearts broke into a million pieces.

chan could barely sit up at the funeral from how hard he was crying.

jaemin watched it all happen from the back of the room with tears running down his face.

'i shouldn't have don't it' he whispered

'hey, you'll be so much happier. it just takes time, especially for your family' renjun reminded

the funeral ended and they all went to the graveyard to place jaemin in the ground.

it was more heartbreaking then before.

jaemin knows he will never forget the screams of his child.

chan on his knees screaming for his dad to come back, for thjs to be fake, for him to be alive.

johnny eventually had to drag him off the ground and hold him before he passed out from crying.

then it was done.

he was buried and everyone was walking away in tears.

"it's done?" jaemin asked

"it's done nana"