ℒℴ𝓋ℯ𝓇 𝒷ℴ𝓎 [Reekid X reader]

I love you

TW: ED, death suicidal thoughts, mention of rape

Y/n POV: 

We have just gotten home from the hospital and as soon i get out of the car i run up to my room. When i close the door behind me i hear Josh "Dont leave that room if its not school or hospital visits" I had no response. What would i say anyway? I stay quiet for about 2 minuets before i let out a scream. A loud scream. I dont know how to cope anymore. People always say that its good to cry and let everything out, straight up lie. "Shut the fuck up!" Josh screams back. I open the door and take one step out. Josh gets a irritated look "I told you to stay in the room" I look over at him "You know what i shouldve stayed in? Jakes fucking basment. Wouldnt matter anyways, you guys would have more time to suck Ricks dick then and i wouldt be in the way. Did you guys even try to find me? If i didnt rip up my torso just to get back to this shit hole i wouldve probably been dead. That would probably for the best. If i was laying dead on his floor i would shut the fuck up. Like the only one who even tried to comfort me just a little was narrator. I wish i was the one knocked out in the hospital! I wish i was the one on my way to death! I wish i was dead!" I slam the door behind me and i just breathe. 'what the fuck did i just say?' I question myself. I feel the rythim of my chest go up and down. I feel relived. Really really relived. I open the window fully and then i just sit in the window. Looking out over the city. I can see the hospital from here. I wasnt thinking about anything. I felt like i had no problems. That everything was just gone. This feeling didnt last for long tho. I hear the door open and not to long after a voice "Dont jump!!" I fell a hand wrap around my arm and i fall back. I was greeted with juicys face. "What the fuck, Y/n" "I wasnt gonna kill myslef. What do you want anyways?" "I wanted to make sure that you didnt kill yourself." "Ok well im not dead so you can leave." I lead him to the door and i push him out. Me and josh make eye contact for about a second and i flip him of before going back into my room.  I pick up my phone and looked at all the dms i have gotten. I wasnt going to reply to them so i just tweeted "its cute how yall think that im gonna date you. Lower your standars and then you MIGHT find someone desprate enough :)" 

Time skip to the next morining

I was down to grab some cereal. Im in the middle of the stairs when Jost tells me "I cleary told you to stay in your room" I turn around "Good idea! Ill just develop a eating dissorder and die beacuse of that. It will be a longer and more painful way to die. You would really enjot that, wouldnt you?" I throw the bowl of cereal at him and walk back into my room. 

Mully POV: 

"Were gonna go se Rick today at 1." I inform te others. I walk up yo Y/ns room and kock on her door "What?" I hear from the inside. I open the door and tell her "Were gonna go to the hospital today at 1" She walks up to the door and slams it in my face. Lunch time starts to come around and Josh screams up to Y/n "Come down for dinner!" I hear her respond with a very sweet made up voice "No thank you, Josh! Jack told me i didnt need food so id like to starve!" "Dont listen to the shit he says!" Josh walks over to the table but Y/n isnt getting down stairs. We all finish our food and I call Y/n down. When she comes out of her room shes wearing the trashiest shit ive ever seen. "Wow, i see you got dressed up" Eddie says while eyeing her up and down. She looks up at him and says "Its not like im going to see anyone inportant."  and leaves for the front door. When we get to hospital the nurse greets us "Hi, Rick actually just woke up and we havent had any time to talk to him or see if hes okay so it would be great if you could take a seat in the waiting room meanwhile." She does a hand gesture leading twoards the waiting room. We sit there for about 15 minuets before the nurse takes us in. "come on, Y/n." I say when shes not getting up. "Id rather stay here." I dont have the time or energy to argue with her so i just leave it. 

Y/n POV: 

The boys go to hear the updates of Rick and talk to him. I couldnt care less about him honestly so i just stay in the waiting room. Im just on my phone, and of course i was looking through old pictures of me and Antornth. 20 Minuets go buy and i hear Narrator "Y/n! Get in here! NOW!" I honestly get kinda scared so i get into the hospital room. When i get in there everyone it just standing against the wall exept Rick. I throw a glance at everyone and Mully has his phone out. Hes trying to hide it, but hes not so good at it. "So exactly why do I need to be here?" "To meet him" Juicy says. "Well what a blessing!" I walk up to the window and look out. I quickly turn my head to Mully "And why are you even recording this?!" He gats a smirk and says "I thougt you guys meeting eachother would be cute" "Why would me seeing this dick be cute?" Mully looks right into my soul and says "Beacuse thats Antornth."

Antornth POV: 

"Why would me seeing this dick be cute?" Mully looks right into Y/ns soul and says "Beacuse thats Antornth." She quickly turns around to me and whispers "what" Under her breath. She speaks up and says "No, this is some sorta sick prank" I take a step forward and say "Its not.." She runs up to me and jumps into my arms. She wraps her legs around my hips. She put her hands in my hair at the back of my head. I wrap my arms around her to hold her up. We both come closer to eachother and kiss. It probably lasted around 3 secound but it felt like a eternity. When we pull away she wraps her arms around me and whispers into my eat "I love you, i love you. I love you so much. I love you." while crying "I love you to, so much" I say before putting her down. Shes still hugging me so i hug back. "Never leave me again, I want you to promise me!" I end the hug to cup her face. "I promise" The boys leave the room so we can have some privacy. We both go and sit down on my bed. "Did he rape you afterwards?" Im worried to death that he did. "No, he did kidnap me tho." She laughs a bit at it. "What?!" I lean forward. "He kidnapped me while you were in the hospital. I was in there for some amount of time. I didnt feel like the cops or the boys would find me so i saved myself. I managed to get up and find some needle or something to cut the ropes with. I smashed a window, ripped up my whole torso while climbing out and ran home." Me and her just talk about everything and anything until a nurse comes in. She says that Y/n has to go home and that i have to stay in the hospitalfor a unknown  amount of time. I grab her hands and he put our forheads together. Before she has to get up we both say "I love you" In synch.

I have no idea if you orphans actually enjoy my shit anymore. But sometimes it makes me feel better. Like its a 50/50 chance that ill feel worse but idc. Also like i have no fucking clut what your exs name is. idk if its fucking Jake or Jack. Its Jake i think. Lmk if its not. 

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