ℒℴ𝓋ℯ𝓇 𝒷ℴ𝓎 [Reekid X reader]

Unexpected

TW: self harm

Y/n POV:

Me and Maddie made it home to her house and we started packing my stuff up. When we were done she brought me into the bathroom. She takes out some scissors and start combing through my hair. "Im gonna fix this up for you" She starts cutting my hair up at a even length "What even happened to your hair. And arm for that matter" I look down at my arm and run my fingers down the bandage. "Heather, Mary, and Jenna pulled me into the bathroom and broke the news about the picture too me. They did this too." I gesture to my arm and hair. "Wow, im sorry." She continues cutting my hair until its all even. "Thank you. It looks good." She smirks and says "Should we dye it?" I laugh a little and nod. "What color do you want? I have a bunch of hair dye since my sister used to dye it all the time." She brings out a bunch of boxes and i look them through. "What color do you want?" She asks "Lets dye the front red and the rest black!" She starts fixing the color up and then she starts putting it into my hair. "Have you done this before?" I ask her. She goes quiet for a little and then responds "Nope" We both start laughing "Stay still! Stay still" Its gonna be so messy!" We start laughing even more. I rinse my hair and then blow dry it. "You look fucking amazing!" Maddie is standing behind me and im smiling at myself in the mirror. We both go back into out rooms after talking a bit. As soon as i close my door i break down. I start crying again. I didnt even make it to the bed, im just sitting on the floor. I pull up a pair of scissors that i sneaked with me. I grab some tissues and i start cutting my inner things. I put the tissues to my scars and let them dissolve the blood. I continue cutting and i stop when i realize that my tears had stopped. I hide the scissors and throw away the tissues. I change and go to bed. I spend the rest of the week mostly in bed. Maddie was very understanding and im so happy that i still have her and Julie. Before I got messages everyday, calling me "slut" "hot" "whore" "sexy" "dirty" Most of the messages had died down by now, guess it was just temporary fun. I get out of bed and i go into the bathroom. I hop into the shower and start washing my hair and body. I get dressed and dry off my hair. "Hey, i think im going out. Alone." I  let Maddie know. She gets a big smile on her face "Just call me if anything happens and ill come, okay?" I smile at her and i go out. Im just walking around town and thankfully no one has recognized me yet. Im in a area where theres isnt usually a lot of people and there no one here right now. I see someone go around a corner, we come closer to each other and i see that its heather. Im trying to avoid eye contact but right when im about to walk past her she stops me. "Hey whore, what are you doing out? Are you gona flash your tits to everyone? I dont think that theres anyone who havent seen them yet. They were barely anything to see anyway." We just look at each other. She lightly pushes me "Are you gonna say ahythi-" Before she can finish her sentence I grab her by the collar and i smash our lips together. She pushes me away from her and stare at me for 2 secods before grabbing my hips and pulling me in for another kiss. When its done she grabs my hand "Um, Wanna go back to my place?" I nod and smile "Sure" We rush over to her house and when we get there she leads me up to her room. "No one is home right now" We sit down on her bed and start making out. I start kissing her neck as i unzip her pants. She started putting her hands up my shirt and she takes my bra off. I make my way further down her body, past her chest, past her stomach.