The one

Monday, back to reality

I haven't seen Nick since we kissed that night, I wanted to go and kiss him, over and over again...
I enter the cafeteria and see him sitting with Camil, I was hurt "history", he lied to me, I felt like shit, like I was just some girl he kissed because of a dare, just a dare...
I had lunch as far away from his table as possible, Sierra was confused

-Dude, he kissed you, what are you worrying about ?
-He likes her, not me.
-No he doesn't, he kissed you, out of all the hot girls that were there.
-I know but it was a dare, he had to
-Talk to him
-I can't talk to him, he'll think I'm desperate, I want to talk to him, but I do-
-TALK TO HIM, NOW
-okay, okay

I walked over to him.

-Hey Nick, can I talk to you for a sec ?
-Sure what's up?
-I had fun, the other night.
I was hoping we could hangout again
-How's this Friday ? I could take you to a movie, if you want.
-I'd like that
-it's a date !

I went back to Sierra, and I guess she could tell I was happy.

-Who's the best best friend in the history of best friends ? She asked
-Shut up
-ok, thank me later ...
THERE'S MATT OMG HOW DO I LOOK ?
-fine
-FINE ISNT GOOD ENOUGH
-Hi Leila, hey Sierra . he said, winking at her.
-Hey, what's up dog? She said, trying to be cool which made me Laugh a lot .
-Um(he looked up) I think our French class is on the second floor of the school so, that's up.

Sierra became red and she laughed, but I could tell she didn't expect that answer.

-you're really cute Sierra, I hope to
See you around.

She looked like a tomato, the second he left the room well...
-OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG
-OMG I got it Sierra
-Should I call him ? Should be call me ? Should I go talk to him ? No no! What am I saying ???!!! I have to play hard to get, how do we play hard to get ?
-Dude, relax I'm sure everything will work out just fine...

Sierra was one of those confident girls who became insecure when they see a cute guy, I on the other hand am very insecure, I'm tall and have hazel brown hair and eyes, I'm chubby, it just doesn't show in clothes but I'm really insecure, this year, I want to change, be more confident and hopefully slim. I'm happy the way I am but I want to be confident. I don't want to look good for a guy, I want to feel good, for myself.

I'm hoping to get to know Nick better this Friday, find out what type of guy he really is.