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If you listen to a sad song while reading this chapter I'm sure it will make you cry.

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Back to the day Jungkook was shot

"Did he just save me? But why when he hates me?"

"Y/n- Y/n can you hear me?" Hoseok was dragging her to their car. 

As if time has stopped y/n couldn't focus on anything except jungkook on yoongi's back almost dead and yoongi screaming at him to keep his eyes open. 

When y/n looked back she regretted looking, all she could see was dead bodies and blood. It felt like its a movie but everything was happening in real. "How did my life end up like this?" 

Inside the car hoseok and yoongi were trying their best to keep jungkook alive, she could see the tears in their eyes. Never in her life she would believe that a man cold like yoongi will cry. They may be criminals but they do have feelings its just hidden somewhere to protect themselves. 

The man whom everyone fears, a man so powerful is so vulnerable now, lying cold and dead. If anyone told her a few days back that this man will save her she would have laughed it off. Because who would believe such jokes. 

From the first day he has threatened her, her family. Isn't it good he's dying. Maybe finally its her escape. But why is she crying? Why is her heart hurting?

She is afraid to never see him again. "How can he die after changing my life?" Y/n was shaking jungkook but only if he could wipe her tears. 

When she closes her eyes she could remember all the memories. Memories once she hated were now making her cry. 

"Why can't we take him to the hospital? Can't you see he's dying?" She shouted at them but her words only made them more angry, "Do you want everyone to die?" Yoongi replied irritatedly. 

"If words go out that Jungkook has been shot our enemies won't leave a chance to attack" Hoseok explained, "Our men are hurt and we can't take a risk"

"If anything happens to him I won't let you live y/n" she could feel the anger in yoongi's words and his words only made her feel more guilty. 

As they reached the mansion yoongi and hoseok rushed their boss to the private room. She wasn't allowed so all she could do was wait outside. Doesn't she hate him then why is she worried now? Its just humanity, that's how she decided to deny her inner voice. 

She kept looking at the blood in her hands. He's a fighter he won't give up, right? 

Y/n doesn't know how long it has been but she woke up as she heard hoseok calling her. She must have fallen asleep outside waiting for him. 

"Jungko- " Y/n asked her eyes looking for some hope that he's alive. 

"He is alright now" Yoongi replied with a faint smile, his eyes looking tired due to lack of sleep. Y/n was about to rush inside when he held her hand, "Let me see him" she pleaded. 

"No"

"Why?"

"Why!?" Yoongi laughed at her mockingly "Everything happened because of you. Do you think I'll forgive you so easily. You are nothing but trouble to us. I can't believe jungkook risked his life for a bitch like you. It should be you in that bed, lying dead instead of him if he didn't save you. He shouldn't have saved you, you don't deserve to be alive. I swear if jungkook didn't make it I would have killed you myself" Yoongi said through gritted teeth, his words filled with anger and hatred. 

Y/n couldn't say anything, his words only stabbed her heart million times. But she couldn't fight back because she knows its her fault. Why didn't she listen to him? Why did she think she could escape? 

Its true she ran away to die but that day if jungkook didn't kidnap her she would have already killed herself. Why does yoongi's words sound so similar to taehyung's words. Does she really doesn't deserve to be alive?

Hoseok didn't want to fight anymore. It was already too much for him, "Yoongi leave" 

Yoongi glared at him but didn't question anymore and quietly left. Hoseok came near her and caressed her cheek, "I won't lie that I'm not angry at you but I won't scold you for not listening to jungkook" Y/n nodded looking down. "Aren't you tired? Go back to your room and sleep" 

Y/n nodded and followed him without any question. She was tired and maybe by sleeping she can forget everything just for a while. 

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Okay since this chapter was kinda sad so here's a pic of sunshine to brighten your mood. Flower Hobi will make you smile!

 Flower Hobi will make you smile!

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