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Chapter 41 - Hold

Peaceful, serene, calming, comfort.

That was all Taehyung felt together being wrapped up in Jungkook's arms with the clothes on the bed still around them, it was early evening barely around five and the unmated mates' limbs tangled together.

The sky which was bright blue previously was slowly becoming dull, it still held immense beauty in it with the clouds loitering around the blue alternate sea.

The nature's beauty wasn't the one in Taehyung's focus though, it was his mate who was dozing off right in front of his vision. The omega couldn't help but feel blessed seeing Jungkook calmly lay his head on his flat chest.

He had referred his chest as flat because there was no buff-ness in his chest at all, like those other omega's had, his ribs could be traced at the amount of less food he has been having.

Getting his gaze away from the sleeping boy, he gazed towards the ceiling a ceiling he has always seen.

Oh, he remembers whenever he was touched he always used to gaze at the ceiling while the hands or lips on his body roamed around, the late King hadn't let a corner of his body untouched he was touched everywhere by the late King's hands and lips.

Disgusted, was all he felt whenever he felt those hands running around his body, he previously used to beg and cry infront of the Alpha King not to touch him.

Being almost all alone with no major friends, he always used to drown in books, those romantic novels were his favorites.

The romantic novels have these first kiss, first intimate moments portrayed so beautiful, that there are tingles all over your, your lips feel all numb your mind goes blank for a few moments, until you realise what happening, then when when you part away from the kiss you get all shy and hide yourself in your partners embrace.

Cliché, but everyone wants to have something like that for their first kiss.

Taehyung wanted it too, he has always dreamt about only letting his mate touch him, keeping himself reserved for his mate, wanting his mate to be his first kiss- first everything.

The penetration didn't happen ofcourse, the King was going to keep him as a slave or pet one might say, but when the Alpha knew that he could give birth to strongest of their kind, the Alpha wanted to marry Taehyung so the heir of his throne would be someone stronger.

Wanting to get married according to the rituals the Alpha couldn't go all the way through with the omega, it was in the holy ritual book that he could only have the omega fully as his on their wedding night.

A monster of a werewolf following the holy rituals, shame.

His loud cries and begs always went deaf on the Alpha's ears, after a two weeks he gave up of begging. He could still feel that devilish gaze on his body with the evil laughs that ringed in his head whenever he thought about it.

He wanted to tell Jungkook the truth, he really did, but everytime time he actually tries to form words in his mind or think about how is he going to put things forward, images of the Alpha King floods into his mind making him shut down for a minute or two, until he bursts out wailing loudly having been lived a nightmare.

Taehyung would surely call those six months of his life a nightmare, imagine being in a life that was a nightmare, must be traumatizing.

It is traumatizing.

Years of Taehyung tried to heal himself so he could be a better person for his mate who was growing up right in front of his eyes, he saw everything in Jungkook, he saw the things no one did.

Every little detail of the younger was been observed by him, Jungkook liking extra cheese, getting mad when he wasn't given something he wanted, his possessive nature over his things, this dialogue  'What's mine is only mine , I don't care if you are dying but it's mine so I won't give you' he said when someone asked to drink water from his bottle.

A brat for sure Jungkook was, he was stubborn and would puff out his cheeks and glare in anger but would never disrespect someone.

That's the reason when Jungkook disrespected Taehyung, it hit the omega harder than anything else.

Was he that bad that Jungkook cursed at him?

Maybe yes, he shouldn't lie about things he shouldn't keep things hidden, but was someone considering his point of view? He was traumatized, the part of his life he completely wanted to shut out was being asked about.

He has never actually healed, he gave up healing a long ago.

Ofcourse no one other than you yourself can heal you, but what if you have totally given up on yourself?

You need help, the longer you deny the help the more you suffer.

People have different opinions of course some would agree some would think it doesn't make sense, if you keep yourself in that person's place, you'd know what that person is going through.

Being touched against your will isn't a good thing, even comments or words affects sometimes to a great extent, one couldn't imagine the trauma until someone has been through it.

Taehyung has been through it, if it wasn't for Yoongi, Jimin and Hoseok he would have given up on his life a long ago within the second month when all the sexual abuse started.

Jimin was his caretaker, the one who cleaned him and took care of his wounds, he would cry his eyes out to the pink haired omega about how disgusted he felt and how he wanted to go to his eomma, appa.

His appa was a strong man, but was illiterate. Him being a half-vampire, half-werewolf made him keep himself distant from everyone who wanted to kill him. It is all fate when on one fine day his eomma entered the forest running away from some horny alphas, she bumped into the hybrid man and was protected.

Both were underage back then, them being only sixteen. In two years they knew they were mates and lived along together and had a omega kid.

Taehyung's life was always all rainbows and unicorns, he was a well behaved kid didn't cause much mishaps and was his parents favourite because he was the only one they had.

His parents were his everything, he still remembers seeing his mother's burned black body, even bones visible, his father's body was cut into pieces and discarded somewhere away since it was a sin being close to a vampire even though half.

His parents were dead he knows, they were no more alive he had made sure of that, they had brutally killed his father right in front of his eyes he has seen his father's beating heart being pulled out of his chest, the same chest Taehyung always put his ear onto to hear his father's heart beating.

It always gave him an assurance that his father was alive whenever he heard the heart beat, it was really very slow but enough for him hear.

"Hyung? Hyung?" Jungkook tapped Taehyung's cheeks, the seemed to stare the ceiling while silent tears rolling down his eyes, the older wasn't even blinking his bloodshot eyes and that was scaring Jungkook.

Jungkook has never seen Taehyung like that, and it was terrifying.

No other twist was in Taehyung's face it was all blank with tears cascading down his eyes  continuously.

"Hyung!", the alpha shook Taehyung's body that made flinch and look up at Jungkook.

"Yes?"

"Are you okay?" Jungkook cringed at his own question because of course Taehyung was looking far away then than something called okay.

"Hold me" Taehyung spread his arms looking up at Jungkook, his head aching slightly, he felt the younger shuffle and his lean body was pressed with Jungkook's heavy and warm one.

"I'll always hold you hyungie even in your happiest moments and depths of your despair" Jungkook kissed Taehyung's neck and cuddled closer to the older.

"We will together travel all through the darkest alleys of the moon, we will always be together", the alpha continued holding the older close to himself.

It hurt to see Taehyung so vulnerable, the strong willed, dominant Queen being so weak gave him chills, those nasty chills.