Alright I do have a picture of him but for private reasons I can't post it (sorry)
So #1 makes me feel special and all and when I look at him he makes me have butterflies I've had a crush on him for 7 years now and he's best friends with my brother.... Just now I've discovered he has a crush on me keep in mind he's 7 YEARS OLDER THAN ME anyways I was shocked but whatever it's not like I can date him. One day he pulled me to the side and said I was gonna date him when I was older cuz I'm 13... soo ya and I agreed quickly cuz he did say when I was older soooo. Anyways now he calls me his gf which I'm shocked and a little disgusted by cuz he an adult now anyways where I live things get by realll fast so everyone found out he likes me and that "we're dating" which is not true but they don't know that and words caught up to my mom and I got in trouble for something that I didn't so we decided to stop talking for a while cuz we talked cuz obvi anyone who is friends with my brother is friend of mine (sister things) anyways soon the rumors started to dissolve and everyone didn't care anymore but still thought they were true but I don't care at least my mom thinks it's fake now WHICH IT IS as long as my fine I don't care what other people say.anyways every time we see each other he stares at me and I just fall into his hazel eyes. And he also flirts and sends me kisses which is weird but I enjoy cuz who wouldn't Enjoy getting kisses by their crush. and yesterday we had a trip and everyone where I lived got invited (ofc we had to pay) and obviously I went and I didn't think he would go but I was wrong he went and 2 of my other crushes went too... we were in a party bus and he was nice to me and asked if I was hungry and that he could buy me stuff (cuz he always ask if I want anything) but I said no cuz I wasn't hungry then he went to the back of the bus cuz I was in the middle of the bus with my guy best friend who hates #1... then once we got to the trip which was at the beach we all went were we where gonna put our stuff and their was little houses so me and my guy best friend and #1 choose the one next to ours and every time I was around him he would whistle at me and blow me kisses (ofc I would blush) then me and my guy best friend walked around the beach and he told me that #1 is a bit rude towards his mom and that he's always has a crush on someone new which is kinda shocking sense he's always nice towards me and how can I get rid of my feelings towards someone I've liked for 7 years and everyone always tells me that he's a bit of a hoe... soooo but my stupid simp butt stil hangs with him and then I went inside the beach and #1 came in and stared at me then someone said if we could fight with them like someone goes on top of someone's shoulders and tries to pull of the other player and we agreed and quickly #1 told me to go on top of his shoulder and I quickly agreed ofc ( also this is soo out of the story but he once kissed me in the neck which is umm something and then he went on his bike and would go in circles just to smile at me) we had 3 rounds of that game then we got out the water and I was walking and he told me to come over to where he was and he was hanging with his friends and asked me if I was his girlfriend and I said "mhm" and his friend looked shocked I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY EITHER YES OR NO SO I JUST SAID "mhm" anyways my brother was their and he would just stare at me.. and also my 3rd crush was there. (Also 24 guys have flirted with me...) anyways he also vapes...⚠️ALL 3 OF MY CRUSHES DO I DON'T KNOW WHY I ALWAYS FALL IN LOVE WITH THE ONES WHO VAPE⚠️ then we went inside of the beach again and this time it was raining so the waves were intense and my brother was worried that I was gonna drown even tho the water didn't even reach my head anyways #1 grabbed my hand the whole time just so my brother chill but that made him stare at me more deadly...but who cares I GOT TO HOLD HANDS WITH HIMMM anyways I was once lonely standing beside the water and he went and grabbed a chair for both of us and sat next to me we didn't talk for 20 minutes and it was just silent just looking at the water. Then when it was time to go home we go into the party bus and he sat where he was and I also sat where I was next to my best friend who went to sleep right away and #1 said he was gonna go to sleep so he asked if the driver could turn down the music cuz the whole way to the beach people in the back where dancing,vaping,drinking,etc and the music was very loud that our ears would start to hurt butttt the driver just turned the music all the way up and once again everyone started dancing I was trying to sleep but I couldn't.. idk how my best friend could go to sleep but whatever then 2 hours in I looked back and People where tweaking and etc even the dude took of their shirts.. then one hour later I looked back just to find #1 without a shirt and dancing with a girl who was tweaking at him and ofc I was mad but I shouldn't sense we are nothing and he could do whatever he wants with his life. Then 20 minutes later I looked back just to find him now with a mask and a hat... um weird but ofc he was still dating with the girl who is 14 years old.. um she really is a hoe cuz she was tweaking the whole time with 20 different dudes especially #1 but whatever I just looked Infront of me and just watched anime and once we got home he was gonna say bye to me but I quickly left and today I saw him but he didn't look at me and just head straight.
What do you guys think of #1??
