Strawberry kiss

Chapter 3

She stops and comes back up to kiss me and I taste strawberry on her lips and as we kissed she gently grabbed my member and puts it inside her flower while caressing my face feel the tip hit the stem while she squirmed from the size hitting her inside I flipped Stella onto her back and decided to be gentle with her as she was doing this out of anger, sadness, and lust instead of doing it for love and pleasure. I begin to gently thrust into her while kissing her neck and face as to show her I care for her pleasure and not just my own. After we finished we fell asleep with me in disappointment in myself for doing that with her.

The next morning we wake up in my bed and decide never to speak of it again as we get dressed and move on with our day. Later that night we decided to go out and have fun we end up going to another party at my friend Jessie's house he celebrating his birthday. I take Stella to get her mind off of things and we planned on helping each other hook up with someone that night so we end up hooking up with random people that night I hooked up with this girl named heather and while we were having sex I couldn't help but think about what happened the night before and thought to myself "is this ok, what I'm doing, does this feel right?" I stop in the middle of it and explain to Heather that there's something wrong with me and I just can't figure out what it is. I then tell Heather that "im sorry maybe we can try again some other time".

I take Stella back to my house and we sleep in separate rooms. As I try to fall asleep I think to myself "what's going on with me?" I hear her start crying from the living room. I go to check on her and ask what's wrong she says "why did I hookup with that guy?" even though she knows we planned on hooking up with random people that night. I say "I'm sorry I thought it would help you get over the breakup faster but I guess not" I sit next to her and put on a movie and we end up sleeping on the couch that night.