nostalgic fantasy• Darshan Raval fanfiction

nostalgic fantasy

some of his pictures make me question if he is real?
they remind me of a dream that felt so real,
it feels like a nostalgic fantasy,
i am still confused if it was dream or reality
but my brain and heart don't want to reach to conclusion,
they are happy in the confusion..

it's a fantasy so real,just disguised as a fairytale
music and aesthetic backgrounds, glitters and colours pale
pastels of blue and pink,teal and iris
just like Thumbelina, fairytale it is
and you,you are a part of it..

it feels like a nostalgic fantasy,
i am still confused if it was dream or reality
but my brain and heart don't want to reach to conclusion,
they are happy in the confusion..

life was difficult for a person so small
so i hid inside those petals like wall
and my walls, i would never take them down, because they were built from world's fear and i didn't think if anyone could help...
but then you came in, you changed my life
it feels like a nostalgic fantasy,
i am still confused if it was dream or reality
but my brain and heart don't want to reach to conclusion,
they are happy in the confusion..

you didn't bring moon and stars,I knew
no one can,I don't want something new
but you had all I wanted, you calmed me
the petals bloomed,
I never thought they could
my young heart believes, this can be real
it can't just be a dream,I feel
your existence is true, you will find me
one day,we will unite, you will love me
and then everything will be happy
as it ends,in the fairytales...
it feels like a nostalgic fantasy,
i am still confused if it was dream or reality
but my brain and heart don't want to reach to conclusion,
they are happy in the confusion..

but..i don't know how you are,I never saw your face
but i have faith. you are there..
so i like to think, that you look like him
because i say he saved me, and he did,
i mean it,but you are not him
i have his music but we can't meet- like us,
he makes it sensible, to love...
someone you haven't met, you haven't seen
but i still love to think that you look like him
because...
some of his pictures make me question if he is real?
they remind me of a dream that felt so real,
it feels like a nostalgic fantasy,
i am still confused if it was dream or reality
but my brain and heart don't want to reach to conclusion,
they are happy in the confusion..

yes, he is very beautiful,like that fantasy.
but i am still waiting for YOU to find me..
in my nostalgic fantasy.

to tell the truth- you are HIS reflection,
but he isn't what i want you to be..
so i believe that you exist,
but truth is,he is only one of his kind :)