The Dark Truth -jjkff

•Chapter 34•

[Y/n's POV]

"Get the fuck up now!"
I heard a groan which made my lids slightly part and clearly see the person standing in front of me half naked only wearing a jeans.

I tensed up and sat noticing my naked body I covered myself up with the blanket. He tilted his head a bit with the same blank expression of his.

"Aren't you curious why Im doing this with you?". He asked raising one of his brow. I stayed still, not responding to what he asked.

"I asked you something!"
He repeated raising his voice abit.
I flinched as he repeated and I nodded out of fear.

"Hate,.. isn't it something so addictive. I'm addicted to hating you." He explained as if he don't have any emotions in his voice, it was totally blank.

"W-why..." I made some courage to utter a word, still not being able to look at him.

"I don't know, maybe because I don't like the way you are."
He said putting both of his hands inside the pocket of his jeans.

I internally sighed out of frustration.
He picked his shirt up from the floor dusting it with his bare hands. And made his way towards the door and finally left.

My vision started to get blurry as tears welled up in my eyes remembering what happened.
Why am I so weak?
What did I do to him?
Why am I here in so much pain?!

I sobbed clenching the blanket and covering my face with it.
I wonder why am I getting so much pain. Maybe because I don't have a family....

Maybe because I'm an orphan?

I was always weak, the one who got bullied by students. The only one whom nobody really liked. The only one who was hated. The only person who was being pranked.
And the only one who was left out.

My mom left me...
My dad and my brother left me...
Was it because I was weak?
Can I ever get strong enough??

I wiped my tears finally not ignoring my feelings and thoughts and deeply thinking about it.

I made my way towards the bathroom and turning the tap on. It was the cold freezing water as always.
Hitting my bare skin and making me shiver from its coldness.

I closed my eyes not caring about the coldness anymore.

Was being weak was the only reason i was treated so badly?
I was always lonely, and left out.
Though someone accepted me, who was rose.

What if I change?

I may escape from here if I try, though I never did.
Yes rose, I won't break my promise. I will not leave you alone....

I'm going to try.
Turning the tap off, I put a  hoodie on which I was given, and a pajama.
I took a deep breathe before finally opening the door and exiting bathroom only to find taehyung in my room looking at the floor with full anger on his face.

My breathe began to fasten as I mentally convinced myself to stay calm and follow what I decided.
A change.

He looked up at me finally making an eye contact. My legs wobbled a bit and again I took a deep breathe again convincing myself mentally.
He approached me with big steps and held my jaw with his big hand pinning me to the wall.

I prepared myself for this and didn't responded as he frowned and tightened his grip making me only close my eyes.

"What the fuck is this y/n? WHO CAME HERE!!!??" He screamed signalling to the mess in the room and my undergarments.

"J-junkook" I uttered as he loosened his grip listening the name.
I did not said 'mr.jeon' this time.
The satisfaction occured over my whole body, telling me I'm doing well.
I slowly removed his hand from my jaw still shivering as I did not knew he can actually kill me here at the moment as well.

But he didn't do anything.
His face was blank and without even any expression. Still standing close to my body, he made another eye contact. His light brown orbs were telling how hurt he was. I wonder what have been hurted him?

I noticed his hands making a fist and his eyes still staring at me blankly. He backed off a few steps still facing me and then made his back towards me. He approached the door and turned the knob immediately and shut the door with a big bang noise making me flinch.

•To be continued•

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Are you even getting the idea what the shit is going on in my head?
Yes a syndrome is near guys :''')
Prepare yourself..............

-uwu
:)