i miss you

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Summary: Ryan has been distant from you.

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I was in the bedroom looking out the window as I thought about my boyfriend Ryan. He has been very distant from me lately not only has been busy with work but he stays on his phone a lot and doesn't really give any attention other then kissing my forehead goodnight.

I miss him, the way he would hug me and not let go, how we could make out for hours and not get tired of each other's mouths, how we would be watching deadpool and we would start having sex in the middle of it.

I missed him.

I got up and decided to go to the living room where he was on his phone. I sat down next to him and slowly rested my head on his shoulder hoping he would put his phone down and cuddle me or at least put his arm around me.

But no he didn't move and continued looking at his phone. I sat up and looked at him making him look at me.

"Really? Nothing?" I asked.
"What?" He asked confused.
"Why?" I asked.
"Why what?" He asked.
"Why are you so distant from me? Is it because I'm clingy, is it because you don't love me anymore, is it because you are tired of me? Which one is it?" I asked.
"What are you talking about?" He asked I could see the anger build in his voice.
"I feel like you don't want to be with me anymore." I said as tears were forming in my eyes.
"I'm just busy that all." He sighed.
"Yeah but I miss you." I said as tears were threatening to fall.
"But I'm here." He said.
"Not like that!" I said as I slightly raised my voice.
"Well I have work to do what do you want me to do?" He asked raising his voice.

I kept silent I didn't even want this argument to start but I had to confront him anyway.

"You don't hug me anymore, you don't cuddle me anymore, you don't kiss me anymore, we don't have sex anymore, nothing." I said as I started crying making him feel guilty for saying that.
"Baby." He started.
"I'm sorry." He said reaching for my hand, I was hoping to flinch and move my hand away but I needed his touch.
"It's just I get so busy when I'm at work hat sometimes I just come home so stressed and need a distraction and forget to make time for us." He said.
"You know being with me would keep those thoughts away, not saying you are a distraction, but Im sorry baby." He said softly.

I couldn't be mad at him, I let go of his hand and wrapped my arms around his neck pulling myself on top of his lap straddling him. He wrapped his arms tightly around my waist making me feel loved again.

I hid my face in his neck and we stayed like that for a while.

"Baby." He called.
"Hm?" I hummed.
"I love you." He said gently kissing my neck.
"I love you too." I mumbled against his neck.

I pulled away from his neck and looked at him right in the eyes and smiled. I missed his lips, the taste of his mouth. I slowly leaned in and pressed my lips on his making me moan softly at the feeling of his lips on mine.

He pulled away smiling and I grabbed his face and started kissing me passionately, he kissed back as he licked my bottom lip asking for permission and I actually missing the feeling of his tongue in my mouth.

We pulled away for air when he smiled at me because he had an idea.

"Deadpool and sex?" He smirked.
"Yes please." I said.

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