Trapped in myself

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A/N: as I mentioned in the description, this story will contain blood and gore. Disturbing descriptions will be mentioned. This story will be Mark's POV~
I can't remember anything
Can't tell if this is true or dream
Deep down inside I feel the scream
This terrible silence stops in me

I can't remember anything. I wasn't sure if this is true or dream.  I screamed inside my head. The silence was horrifying.

Now that the war is through with me
I'm waking up, I cannot see
That there is not much left of me
Nothing is real but pain now

The war... That nightmare. I opened my eyes. I was greeted with darkness. I felt nothing but pain.
I held my breath please, sweet death, please kill me

Hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please, God, wake me

I heard one of the doctors. They would keep me alive. They told me,I was lucky. I couldn't feel it.

Back to the room that's much too real
In pumps life that I must feel
But can't look forward to reveal
Look to the time when I'll live

The days past. I didn't feel alive anymore. That room... I couldn't move forward. I couldn't reveal my wishes. I hold my breath,as I wished for death

Fed through the tube that sticks in me
Just like a wartime novelty
Tied to machines that make me be
Cut this shit off from me

I could feel the tubes surrounding my body. Keeping me alive, feeding me. My body tied to machines,an add for my torture. Please... Someone cut my misery...

Hold my breath as I wish for death. Oh,God, wake me

Now the world is gone, I'm just one
Oh God, help me
Hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please, God, help me

The world doesn't exist anymore. Oh God, please help me. Please,kill me

Darkness imprisoning me
All that I see
Absolute horror
I cannot live
I cannot die
Trapped in myself
Body my holding cell

I struggled. My mind... Nightmares were here. They were real. I was scared. I wasn't alive, but I wasn't dead. Trapped in myself,my body was my holding cell.

Landmine has taken my sight
Taken my speech
Taken my hearing
Taken my arms
Taken my legs
Taken my soul
Left me with life in hell
(No, no, no)

That landmine... It had taken my sight. My speech. Taken my hearing,my limbs.
It had taken my soul. Left me in a life with hell. A hell,I will never escape from.

Please,end my misery..

A/n: as you noted,I can't write a songfic,even if my life depended on it. Metallica are one of my favourite bands...

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⏰ Last updated: Aug 02, 2021 ⏰

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