Forever yours ( girl x girl )

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Jade's pov :

" You won't ever leave me will you " Jake was crying." Ofcourse not I love you " this was true I do love him." I love you too " he said wiping his tears.

He had seen me talking to another boy at uni .He pulled me to my dorm and started shouting at me and suddenly burst out crying .

But it's okay I love him I can do everything for the one I love.

May tells me I should leave him because this relationship is toxic but I love him and I can't just leave him like that .

He only wants me to be loyal and his.

He also tells me that may is a bad friend , a fake friend and that I should leave her but we've been friends since middle school,I can't just leave my best friend like that can I ?

" There's a party tonight , dress good so I can take you to it " he was back in his normal self again . " I will don't worry love " I said my voice shaking a bit but I wasn't scared no I love him " Wear something which doesn't expose your body " his voice is hard and cold " Yeah I know " my hands are starting to feel cold by the way he's looking at me " Your mine nobody can see you like that " I don't speak " do you get that " I still don't speak " DO YOU GET THAT " he yells at me " yes " I reply .

He walks out the door slamming it shut .

I slowly sit on my bed . I let a tear roll down my hot , rosy cheeks. Im thinking wheather May was right but then I remember that I'm in love with Jake , I can't just leave the love of my life like that .

I sit up wiping my tears .

" No I love him "

I walk to my closet trying to find something nice to wear to the party . Something that doesn't show my body .

I eventually decide on wearing some black ripped jeans and a white silk shirt . I tucked in one side of the shirt and let the other hang . I curled my hair , did my make up and wore my black heel boots .

I looked at myself in the mirror and thought I looked quite nice.

Someone knocked on the door.

I went to open it and it was Jake.

" You look nice " he said and my stomach filled up with butterflies " Thank you " " You look really good too " he slipped his hand around my waist as we walked out the room .

I locked the door.

We went hand in hand to his car.

We were going to one of his friend's house as their parents were out of town.

His friend didn't stay in the dorms cause his house was near here.

" We're here " he said smiling at the house.

We got out of the car and into the house.

The whole house was crowded and I almost immediately lost Jake.

I observed the expensive looking house.His parents were quite wealthy if they could afford this.

I walked over to the indoor pool which had a bar next to it.

I sat on one if the seats.

Suddenly I felt a hand in my back. I turned around to see it was May.

" What are you doing here " she said slopply " I'm here with Jake " I replied sitting her down in the chair next to me " Ugh you could have told me that you were coming I would have picked you up " " could have came with me instead of that mother fucker " she was so drunk " He's not a mother fucker and you need to stop drinking " I said as she was already picking up another shot . I took it out of her hands as she made grabby hands to take it from me, she was obviously to lazy to care as she stopped soon.

I sat her down on the couch where she instantly passed out .

I moved back to the bar. I drank the shot May was trying to drink and got some more shots.

After about 4 to 5 shots I went outside to their yard where everybody was dancing .

I don't like to dance so I went inside and upstairs it was quiet upstairs it felt better.

I opened up a door hoping it would be the bathroom.

It was indeed a bathroom . As I was about to step in I felt a hand on my ass.

I quickly turned to see Jake standing there .

" Let's go to a bedroom " he said smirking " I don't really feel like it " I replied truthfully " Oh come on " his eyes are dark " No i don't feel like it Jake "

He grabbed me and pushed me against the wall .

" You do what I say " he then dragged me to a bedroom and closed the door behind him .

" Please I don't want too " I say practically begging but he ingnores  me and jumps on top of me.

He starts unbuttoning my shirt and pants.....

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I wake up in the bedroom. I'm completely naked and there is no one next to me.

I get dressed and unlock the bedroom door .

When i come back down stairs I see everyone passed out either on the couch or the floor.

I make my way out the house and start walking to my dorm it's only about a 20 minute walk so it's ok.

I start thinking about last night. He has done this before everytime he does he says he won't ever again but he does do it again.

But he was drunk this time.

It's ok right.

It's not his fault it's ok.

Author's notes:

Hi again

So I know this isn't the best writing ever but bare me it's my first time .

Let's hope this gets better as time goes on.

Anyways

How's your day going?

I personaly got vaccinated ( not Covid I'm pretty sure they were boosters)and now my whole body hurts like shit so yay.

Remember you are beautiful

And I love you