Forever yours ( girl x girl )

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" My name is lana " her name is beautiful " I'm Jade nice to meet you " she smiles at me.

" Jade eyes on me " professer shouts at me.

" Can I have a pen mine ran out of ink " her voice is so angelic but I'm quite confused about her pen running out of ink cause she doesn't talk to anyone. " Ofcourse" I hand her a pen "There you go". I know that this is the most dramatic thing ever but when our hands touch it sends electric shocks through my skin.

I felt these electric shocks when Jake was nice to me . When he didn't hurt me. When he loved me. No no he still loves me.

We don't talk after that the lecture ends and I go to my next lecture.

The Other lectures go normally.

We have practice today so I head of to the football field.

I go inside the locker room and everybody is already there changing into their practice attire.

Suddenly the door to the locker room creeked open.

It was coach . " There won't be any practice today " he said calmly. " Why coach " asked mari , well we called her mari her full name was Marissa. " Well I don't know if you've noticed but it's raining " he was speaking quite rudely . " I have noticed and it doesn't matter , we have practiced in rain before , what's the problem now " ?

" I don't have to explain everything to you ." He said , again quite rudely . " No practice today , go back to your dorms or houses " with that he stomped out the locker room leaving everyone wide mouthed.

In about 5 minutes the locker room was empty.

I was walking to Jake's dorm room , when I heard what sounded like moans really really soft moans.

I began sweating thinking of him cheating on me.....again.

I go to the door , the moans getting louder and louder.

I stand facing the door my hands shaking. I turn the key and swing the door open.

There on the bed is Jake and......Susan. They are fully naked under the covers their head peeping out enough for me to recognise them.

They start putting their clothes on in a hurry . As soon as Susan puts in her clothes she runs out of the room.I fall down to the ground, my heart feels like it has been filled up with water and my body feels trapped.

Jake closes the door and comes to me to pick me up the floor. As soon as he touches my arm I rise it up and slap him across his face leaving a red mark of my hand on his cheek.

" HOW DARE YOU " he yells at me , now grabbing me by my hand roughly and picking me up. " NOT ME HOW DARE YOU " i yell back at him. " YOU TOLD ME YOU WOULDN'T DO IT AGAIN " i feel a tear prickle down my hots cheeks . " YOU PROMISED " at that moment I knew I was going to snap if he said one word . " Come on we can work-" I cut him off " No no more chances " my legs feel weak , they feel like they can't support me anymore " I say truthfully , I can't do this anymore , I give everyone chances , they make promises and then don't keep them , I'm tired of feeling like I'm not good enough , I'm just tired. " What " he says his voice mixed with anger and confusion. " We're over , I can't do this anymore " my eyes burn . " You.cant.do.this " his voice now completely filled with anger. " You'll never find someone better than me , I mean look at your self no one will love you like I do , I'm to good for you but I stay out of pity " he says leaving me startled . Was he just with me all these years out of pity not love. I gain my voice back " I can do this and I will " I slap him across his face once more before stomping out the door and slamming it in his face.

I can hear something break in his room but keep walking to the football field.

As I come outside of the building I immediately get soaked. I forgot it was raining but I didn't care enough to go back inside.

I take a football and place it on the grass in front of the net.

I keep striking the ball into the net as the sun slowly goes down.

Football was always my way to forget everything and just relax . This one time though it seems to not be working. The images of Jake In bed with that girl keep forming in my head.tears continuously running down my face . My throat feels thick like I'm choking. I can't swallow anything.

I strike the ball into the net with as much force as I can . I goes in and I fall down . I can't get my self to care enough to get up.

I sit there in the mud , my tears mixing in with the drops of water that fall on my face . The sun is now down completely.

Author's notes :

Hi babes
I know I haven't posted for three days and I'm sosososo sorry.
Also I did not expect this to get any reads and I'm so thrilled that this has reached 30 reads !!!!!!!
WOOP WOOP !!!!!!
Anyways
Go water you phone
And remeber your beautiful
And I love you