It's the day of the finals we were getting ready and was so nervous about it we knew we had to make our country proud
We had just gotten out of the camp to see lots of people cheering and waving at us on the bus it was the best feeling ever no body still had known there was a girl on the team
We had just arrived to Wembley stadium and it was so crowded With England fans and Italy fans aswell I was playing and they had decided to make me take a penalty if it did go into penalties
They were standing in the tunnel I was with Taneesha I got her seats from were all the England managers were so she was closer to see
They came in the pitch and started signing the national anthem we heard everyone sing it aswell and it was amazing
The boys had started playing I was sat there with my wig on and ready if I needed to go on in the first 2 minutes England had scored and we ran onto the pitch and jumped on top of shaw
After that the Italy players were playing proper dirty and tough and one point Italy had scored and it was 1-1 but it finally turned to half time I'm going to skip to penalties
No one had scored and it was penalties so I was ready to take one we had already scored 2 just needed one more rashford and sancho missed so it was all on me
Me against the world
I took a shot and .... Missed Italy had won I had started walking the other way to the team the tan to me and hugged me all I thought it was my fault Gareth came up to me and said "it's not your fault at all you did so good and we are soo proud of you" u thanked him but I knew I had to do something
I was on the pitch and took my wig off to show everyone i was a girl Italy fans started booing so I might have put my middle finger up to them Taneesha tan and hugged me so tight we fell on the floor "you did so good don't ever think it was your fault" she said the boys said that aswell
After everything happened they went off to their family's mine we're watching at home I offered them to watch at the stadium but they said no
I posted on Instagram
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Caption I feel like it was all my fault everyone reminded me it's not but I feel like it is proud of these boys then I screwed it up but we did try everything we had I promise one day we will rise again until then we're coming for u World Cup
I posted it and got replies saying it wasn't my fault after that night I got rest and went back to the apartment
The next day I haven't gotten out my room and the boys had to come drag me out my room because Taneesha already broke the door down they all dragged me out my room and got a punching bag for me so I can punch it whenever I want the day went past really fast
This football season is over can't wait to start the new one
