So I officially have lost Mike
Yeah I kind of made a mistake
Sorry guys it's been like 3 months, and Mike tried so hard
So I let him down slowly
Plus my mother 🙄 said I should focus on studies not boys
I mean she's not wrong but I did like Mike, just didn't need the distraction
I'm still friends with Paris
I just
Idk, I distanced myself from a lot of people
In fact I see Mike everyday and I live with the regret of how I let him down
FLASH BACK TO WHEN SHE LET HIM DOWN:
It was Christmas Eve and there was a big party at Mattia's house, obviously I was gonna go
And Mike asked to drive me there, so we made it a little date
He picked me up wearing a cute Rick and morty top, a gold chain, white forces and black ripped jeans
The fit was really giving
I was wearing black crocs, White tank top, long grey cardigan and blue ripped jeans.
I got in the car and we kissed when I sat down
Yeah we're together but not together, very complicated😏😏 but anyways he's not my boyfriend and I'm certainly not his girlfriend
We got to the party and Paris is sitting on dereks lap, but the place is so crowded so I couldn't even sit with them on the couch
Mattia came to me and hugged me from the back
By this time Mike had found the rest of his friends and was chilling with them
"Hey youu" I said with a smile on my face
"Heyyy, you got a drink yet?" He said handing me a beer
"No but I'm good"
"Oh come on Jordyn let lose for a bit" he insisted
"Alrightttt. Just 1 tho"
But 1 turned into 2 and 2 turned into 6
Then 6 turned into 6 shots
And then before I knew it was shaking my ass in the middle of the dance circle
"Hey baby calm down" Paris said to me tryna calm me down
"Nooo I'm having the time of my life right now!! Whooooo!!"
"I think we should take her home" Mike said to Paris, but I heard
"Oh my gosh Mike go awayyyyy" I slurred "always up in my pussy boyyyyyyy!! I need to breathe!"
"Yeah take her home Mike" Mattia said passing thru to the other side cause it was still really crowded
"Noooo Mattia I wanna stay with you, Mike don't satisfy me like you do😩" I said running my hands down Mattias chest with a smirk on my face
"What?" Mike was so confused like he didn't know what I was talking about 🙄
"Mike she's just drunk" and I was just drunk, we had never done anything besides kiss for like 20 seconds max
"You been doing shit with shorty?" Mike asked
"No not even like that" he replied
"But is like that. Mike i don't like you. At all. Don't call me, don't text me, I can walk home"
"Your not walking home jordyn" Mattia says
"Yeah let your new man drop you home" Mike said
"Not like you were ever mine, pfft"
"You don't mean that come on jordyn" Paris says
At this point most people are leaving, the music is low and people are listening to the little agreement
"I need to- need to-
Then I ran to the kitchen and threw up in the sink🙂🙂
Paris was there the whole time holding my hair back because I didn't not pay a good 30 for this frontal to get ruined
End of flashback👩🏼❤️💋👩🏼👩🏼❤️💋👩🏼
Anyways sorry haven't been active guysssss🥲🥲I've been depressed as you doooo😋😋🌚🌚nahh I'm joking just forgot about this story tbh but I'll be updating 💁🏽
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