𝗜𝗻 𝘁𝗼 𝗱𝗲𝗲𝗽

12

Santana->loyal

" What you did to isis ?" I took my headset off pausing the game looking up at my moms .

" She came ta the restaurant saw me hugging mrs buckman now she think I'm cheating on her like come on now that's the last thing on my mind shi that don't even be on my mind to cheat on her ."

" mrs buckman that was one of yo teachers in high school right ? " I nodded yes putting my headset back on it's been a whole two weeks without being around isis she haven't called nor did she text I hate when she start moving childish .

Then all this happen before ah nigga birthday I gotta go in my birthday week still not talking to her I ain't trippin tho finna just get a new bitch one that actually act her age and don't be on know childish shit.

Isis ida Owens

I watched Santana live on one of my fake accounts he was on live with some girl name samirah Flirting with her of course I'm not mad tho at the end of the day he gone do what he want regardless.

Plus I got more shit to worry about like me and my mental health & college and shit not know clown ass nigga that's friendly . I picked up the stack of money I had sitting on my bed I'm giving him his money finally for his car .

I got up grabbing my purse and keys finna go drop his money off to him then going to get food .

" Grandma I'll be back " she nodded kissing my cheek " be safe I love you" she whispered she on the phone .

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" Hey ma " Santana mom hugged me kissing my cheek one thing about her she love me I picked moura up giving her a hug ima miss her .

I put her down going into Santana room I would've knocked but fuck it he was laying in bed with the girl from the live that was quick damn she looked at me confused.

" sorry for interrupting just dropping some off " I gave him the money and the ring he got me know reason of the ring anymore his ass broke all them promises.

I walked out his room closing the door " Bye yall " Santana mom looked up from her phone giving me a hug I couldn't even hold it in tears start coming down I tried to wipe my face but they kape coming imagine losing you're mom only having you're brother that got his own issues then you finally think you found somebody to make you happy and they switch up .

" Don't cry baby you're so beautiful even tho that's my son he don't deserve nobody like you u have such a wonderful heart so pure and innocent you gone forever have me and moura you need anything I'm here boo."

I nodded hugging her and moura then I walked out his house .

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" Bitch you grew up ! " I laughed I decided to hang out with lena my old childhood friend I haven't saw her since she moved to the northside and start going to some boujee ass school.

" Isis girl when you gone post on Instagram " I shrugged my shoulders " Get up and pose or some ."

" Make sure you get my good side."

" It's the lil booty for me " I laughed grabbing her phone looking I definitely got thick a lil bit " I'm tryna get like you."

Lena been thick sense middle school ain't nun change " take my picture ".

" I look fat " I rolled my eyes I hate when girls do that like bitch know you don't " only thing fat is that ass ! " she laughed twerking .

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" I'll call you later " I hung up on Edmond so I can go back to watching my movie all I can do at the moment it's late and I'm a loner .

" You in here quite " I looked up at my granny pausing the movie I'm watching " watching a movie ."

" I'm not blind na baby you're energy is quite something is wrong with you talk to me " can't even lie to her my grandma know everything she sat on my bed I sat up moving next to her laying my head on her shoulder.

" Got my heart broke today never knew how bad it actually hurts I use to see other girls go through it and I never understood why they cried and did the complete most now I know."

" your heart is not broken silly hearts don't break you're feeling emotions there's know such thing of a broken heart when it comes to love always remember love don't break you it makes you . you're gonna run into so many people that don't have pure intentions but it's only for the good cause they're gonna teach you something and when they do take whatever they taught you and invest it in yourself usually when you invest in yourself you start to know you're worth and when you do stand on it ."

I nodded wiping my tears " Yea wipe those tears don't cry over somebody who won't cry over you he probably slangin dick right now anyways you're beautiful baby I always saw some good in you since you was a baby now you're all grown up keep shining ".

She walked out my room closing the door one thing bout my granny she gone say how it is and put you up on game I love her nothing like a grandma they deserve to live forever.

I went on Instagram I finally decided to make one and be active.

Isisworld_ : I hope the memory of me , kills ya 🥰