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I made videos as I waited for my brother Today i have to go see my therapist . Once I heard a horn beap I grabbed my purse .
"Bye grandma I'll be back later". She nodded kissing my cheek .
When I got in his car it wasn't packed with his friends which was surprising "Wassgud ugly" I waved at my brother putting my air pods in.
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"Now isis I told you u have to socialize it'll help you a whole lot look I'm not even tryna pressure you just tryna help Prepare you for that huge world outside your bubble but you have to meet me half way ".
"I understand it's just like after my mom died I been quite it's like what's the point of socializing with people who don't understand me like my mom do ".
"Baby I understand but it's time to let your mom rest I know you feel lost and empty even lonely but now it's time to fight for your happiness".
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I fixed my bun as me and my brother waited for the waitress at The Waffle House to bring are food.
"So you figured out what college you wanna attend?" I shook my head no taking a bite into my eggs "Why not ?".
It's like everyone expect so much from me ."I'm not sure if college is the best thing for me right now".
" Look around you isis we live in a fucked up Society not to many of us gets offers from the four most populist colleges I know I didn't which means any good opportunity's you get take it remember what mom use to always tell us".
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I sat in my room writing in my journal . It's like everyone is pressuring me about my life leaving me asking myself do I even have a say so.
I understand my brother want me to be successful but my mind is everywhere .
" As fast as each opportunity presents itself use it no matter how tiny an opportunity it may be use it . Excuses Will always be there opportunities won't " my mom words played over and over in my head.
I grabbed the envelopes off my dresser still shocked three colleges accepted me . Three leaves me to pick one well really two Georgia state out the picture Yale look lame from the photos university of Miami ain't my cup of tea.
"UCLA it is " .
"Good pick" I didn't even realize I said that out loud I laughed at my grandma.
After I made sure my grandma got in bed safely I checked my phone to see my brother texted me.
Bubba 💙: if I see that smile nothing else matters Goodnight sis love you.
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