|Amani POV🥀|
november 15..
continuing from last chapter....
i started waking up and i noticed that i was in a hospital. i had wires and shit wrapped around me
i looked around the room and saw jordan.
"heyy babyy" he said and she came by me and i smiled
"heyy" i said and he kissed me on the lips
"how you feelin" he said rubbing my face
"i'm good how's the baby" i said and he smiled
"the baby's fine" he said and i smiled
"where's everybody else, where jasmine,lay,jay where they at" i said as i started to sit up
i couldn't remember why i was in here until it hit me..LAY
"where lay" i said as i started to get out the bed but he stopped me
"baby she's fine but you can't leave" he said and i mugged him
"idgaf i wanna see my sister" i said as i got out the bed and the doctor came in the room
"hey.. noo amani you can't leave this room" the doctor said and she came and tried to put me on the bed
"bitch if you don't get your hands off of me in 2.5 seconds i will kill yo ass" i said and she took her hands off of me
"now i'm fine i don't feel any pain but in my back but i'm fine now what room is my sister in" i said
"she's in room 208" she said and i gave her a fake smiled
"you wanna ride in the wheelchair" jordan said and i mugged him
"fuck no" i said as i grabbed his hand and he lead me to lays room
i opened the door and she was woke on her phone.
"hey sissy" she said and i smiled
"heyy baby" i said as i went by her and she scooted over for me to get in the bed
i got in the bed and she layed her head in my chest
"the gang went to go get sum to eat yall want sum" jordan said and we nodded
"ight ima be back" he said and was about to leave out the room
"wait wait where's my phone" i said and he handed it to me then left
"alayshia brown wtf was that" i said and she sighed
"i'm sor-" she said but i cut her off
"no don't say your sorry cause your not, i almost lost you today and i can't imagining losing anybody else do you hear me, the reason i passed out or whatever i did was because i thought about losing you and i was freaking out and shit so you can't be doing that okay " i said and she nodded
"now tell me what really wrong" i said and we both sat up
"i just feeling real distant lately, like ik i have you and the gang but i just feel ugh, like i been trying to be nice lately and act like a new person because my whole family doesn't like me, and i hate to try and be like a new person when i only want to be myself, i like the way that myself is, and sometimes when people say shit about me that shit really fuck with me, and the way i look right now doesn't feel like me, i just feel...idk like i feel like i don't do enough for people, i just be pushing people away and just being to myself, and before you ever came into my life i was depressed because my momma anit even want me, she didn't want nothing to do with me, we would always get in arguments for the little things, and she would always blame me for shit, and then one day she was like we should have a better relationship with eachother and i was like okay, and when she found out about you she lost her job and wanted me to ask you for money, and i thought she was really broke but this nigga only wanted a relationship because of you and i feel like a bad ass person because taking your money was a stupid thing to do and im sorry and now my momma don't even talk to me since she got money and that hurted cause she really betrayed me " she said as tears came down her face and she broke down crying
"and the thing that hurted me the most is i had a sister, and my momma loved her more than she loved me, she treated me like i was shit, until she died and my momma had blamed me for it" lay said and she put her hands on her face and started bawling
"ik how you feel cause when my momma and my daddy died i felt like shit cause we were really close, like they were the only friends i had, they were always there for me when i need somebody to talk to, i felt like i was the reason that they had died, i felt like i didn't do enough for them, and when they died they shit hurt me deep, and like i didn't even mess with my family cause they fake asf, and then when my auntie had called me to check up on me i had went off on her cause before my parents died you anit want shit to do with me, and i really truly miss my parents, after that i went into depression and i didn't wanna fuck with nobody and i wanted to stay in my room all day and cry, until i met the gang and they healed me, i still have scars but sometimes it's okay to let go, you have people that care about you and lay lemme tell you something i care about you, because my momma was pregnant with a baby and it was my sibling that i didn't get to know about, and that hurted me to, so i don't wanna lose you either okay, i love you to death" i said as i started crying
"but the thing i visit my parents grave and i tell them everything that going on and it still feels like their here with me so lay i want you to had a fresh start okay" i said and she nodded
"when we leave here we are going to have a girls day with jasmine okay" i said and she nodded chuckling and that's when the gang walked in
"wrong time" jay said and we started wiping our eyes
"no but in hungry" i said and they came in and gave us our food
"jassy" i said and i stood up and hugged her and she hugged back
"lee-lee" she said as she hugged me tight
"bitch don't you ever pull that stunt on me like you just did okay" she said and i chuckled laughing
"lemme tell you that girl right there was losing it" jay said and i laughed
"nigga you was to, this nigga told me he was gon kill me if you didn't wake up" jordan said and i laughed as i sat next to lay and ate my food
~next day~
"you ready to go" jordan said and i nodded as i got up and walked out the room
i saw lay and we hugged each other and we stayed there for a couple second then let go
"damn y'all act like y'all anit see each other before " cam said and we mugged him
"y'all was up all last night a caca and heheing last night" jay said and we laughed
we checked out and we lefted the building
we got in the car and on our way home we go..
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ik it's short but i'm stopping right here
