All With You

Special Chapter [Tzuyu's POV]

There are three pains in love: wishing for it but not having it, not being able to give up, and not treasuring what you have.

In these three pains, Tzuyu possessed two of these. Towards Sana, he wasn’t able to have her love, but was unable to give up.

Tzuyu was a very targeted person who knew what he wanted and what he should do, but only towards Sana, he was helpless.

Because he really loved this stupid woman to death.

He used to think that he and Sana would not let each other off unless one side gave up first.

But the unexpected happened so suddenly.

When he received the text message saying “I’ll wait for you to come back –Sana<3”, Sana might never know how shocked and pleasantly surprised he was. But, more of it was doubts. When he tidied up his emotions, a long time had already passed, and he hurriedly sent a text message to reply Sana. He was too anxious and just hurriedly sent an “Okay” word, and did not even add any punctuation mark. After he sent it, he regretted that the text message he sent back was too short. Will Sana misunderstand that he didn’t pay enough attention to it, but then he thought about it and laughed at himself in mockery, maybe she didn’t even take it seriously and only sent him a message in a spur of a moment.

He was such a fool that just a text message from Sana made him so excited that he couldn’t control himself.

Even though he knew being like this was like a fool, but he still foolishly lost sleep over it.

When he went back the next day, his mood became good uncontrollably, and he even made a joke with the secretary who he was always not very fond of. As long as he thought of Sana waiting for him, his heart was full of happiness and he couldn’t stop himself from smiling, he was probably too easily contented.

But soon, the illusory dream was broken. Sana didn’t wait for him, and even went out to play with Choi Yuju knowing that he would return today.

The more expectations there were, the greater the pain. Even though he knew that it could have just been a spur of the moment for Sana and should not be treated for real, but he still took it seriously. The moment he realised the truth, he really felt very tired, his heart was tired.

When he received her phone call, he was a little reluctant to pick it up, but his body acted a step faster than his thoughts. On the phone, she was still arrogant and wilful, and the first thing she did was to shower blame on others. Yet, he didn’t dislike it at all. Really, even he didn’t think he could be saved.

He imagined that she would say many things and make any sort of demands, but never thought she would simply say "Tzuyu, let’s go on a date tomorrow!”

It was such a simple sentence that made him panic and didn’t respond for a long time. He tried to reply to her in a joking tone: “Okay, of course I’m fine, but I’m just afraid you might stand me up.”

Wasn’t this his real thoughts.

She naturally said that she wouldn’t, and he gave a non-committal reply to that, and just hung up the phone quickly.

After being so confused, what mood was there left to hold a meeting. Without knowing it, he drove to Sana’s house. In the past two years, whenever he was in a bad mood, he liked to drive to her house and daydream for a while, but Sana never found out.

He couldn’t help thinking that she said to go on a date tomorrow, and what day was it tomorrow. Thanks to Sana who had kept talking about it, even if he didn’t want to, he remembered that tomorrow was Choi Yuju’s birthday.