until we meet again - a dazai story

until we meet again, i love you forever dazai.

i knew i couldn't live my life without you, since when your pain stopped mine tripled and i want it to stop too. from all this sadness, i can only hope you are no longer hurting the way you did. i always told you that ending it wouldn't get rid of your problems but now i sit here on the edge of the building that we used to watch the stars from understanding that it does. i didn't understand why he did it because everyone loved him but now i realise that the pain was too loud that he couldn't hear the love anymore. they say that soulmates are two halfs of the same whole. without one half the other cant survive. that's why i need to leave here too because colours were no longer bright, music was no longer uplifting and your side of the bed no longer touched. nothing would ever be the same so im going to come to you dazai. i lifted my head up to the sky and blew you a kiss and i stepped off the building looking down i envisioned you ready to catch me. and that's how it started...with an ending. until we meet again, i love you forever dazai