Exotic Love (Novel)

7 (Updated)

Damn, I'm getting more and more upset. What else should I do? There was only a sense of emptiness and lethargy left in my body where more than half of the spirit of alcohol and drugs had been drained, so there was no motivation. I feel so dirty. I feel like tearing everything apart if I get caught in lint or something.

  The guys introducing themselves said hello while I took out a cigarette and lit it.  The two men who tried to say hello while making eye contact with me stiffened awkwardly.  However, Lee Kyung-won was so excited that he did not notice the frozen atmosphere.

  "Now, this guy here! Look Director Jung, he's a really great director."

  Lee Kyung-won was almost screaming with excitement. It was so noisy that I felt like he was crazy to introduce such a great guy. Hooo,breathing out the cigarette smoke, I looked at the person while he stood up.

"The unfortunate genius actor of this era!! However, he started his second life as a director, genius Director Yoon! Hee! Sung!"

  For a moment, I forgot to smoke.

  The man standing was quite tall.  He seemed to be about 185 cm tall compared to Lee Kyung-won, who was clinging next to him.  The long eyes of the eyelids under his dark black eyebrows were impressive.  His eyes were not small, but he had a sharp atmosphere due to his sharply outstretched eyebrows.  A nose that stands tall compared to most male actors who are now well-known also contributed to their handsome face.  His nose protruded slightly from the middle and slightly curved to one side, so it was not a nose that was erected with plastic surgery.  Even his lips were neither thick nor thin.

  But it wasn't just that he is good looking that caught my eyes. It was not once or twice that I had seen a male and female celebrity that has the highest stock price. No matter what, this man who quit acting wasn't as well shaped and managed as they were. There were better looking guys and prettier girls than him. Still, I couldn't stop taking my eyes off him.

  It's just an expressionless face created by tight lips and sharp eyes.

  Because it was a memorable face.

  "Ohh, I was mesmerized!"

  I heard the voice full of teasing, but I didn't care. I was busy remembering that face out of my memory. He was a man with a languid expression on his white apricot-like skin. I saw him for the first time as a minor role in a drama. And when I saw it on the screen, that white face had a bright smile. 

“After all, our Heesung is handsome, isn’t he handsome?”

"...I'm Yoon Hee-Gyeom. Yoon Hee-Sung is a stage name, but I don't use it now."

"Ah, yes. Yoon Hee-gyeom, Hee-gyeom. Actually, I've been keeping an eye on him since he was an actor. So i got used to Hee-sung haha."

With a face that was even decadent, a minor actor who thought I thought had nothing but an expressionless expression.  He laughed at the screen.  That smile was shining, so blinding. 

At that moment, my chest tightened, and stomach rumbled as if breathing was suffocating.  Therefore...

“It was so sad that my acting career suddenly stopped.”

I trampled on him.

So that I'll never see him again.

"Anyway, Jaehan. Calm down, ok. Hee-gyeom is really handsome. But the situation is even worse. I'd rather have Hee-gyeom play the lead role. When I saw this handsome face on the screen, I said-"

"What's the point of being handsome?"
My muttering voice was cold. 

As usual, I tried to laugh as if my stomach was twisted.  But somehow, the muscles of my face did not even move.  The cold voice was unbearably hard. It feels so unlike me.

"Therefore,"

When he come back to being a director, his skin, which had been white like apricot cream, was tanned darker than before.  The face that looked at me was still decadent but the hazy feeling from before was gone.  On the contrary, it is a shriveled face.  It was as dry as a desert and hard as if a rock was above it. 

"are you going to serve yourself or what?"

Nevertheless, it shone brightly.  It wasn't as bright as before, but it was bright white.  The light that still hasn't faded seems to have gotten stronger on the contrary.  Once again.  I decided to crush him thoroughly under my feet.