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dess hosue 💚😤 .

i just woke up becuase my alarm was going off today i had school and honestly i don't wanna go i have no friends down here

they all stay in texas well my bestfriend hazel do i miss her so much we barely talk but she know where we stand

i got up and brush my teeth and wash my face and then pull up my speaker turning on some tink i love tink

the first song i played was different i just love the way she sing it and how different it is i laugh at my own joke

i plug the flat iron up and start straightening my hair i didn't know what i wanted to were so i went in my closet

after i was done and find this cute orange shirt off fashion nova and pick up these light blue jeans with my orange & white 4s

i put my chain on that said "dess" my grandmother bought its before she died and i wear it everyday

i miss my granny it's been 2 yrs without her and honestly she made me happy it's been hard but i do everything for her i smile and took 2

pictures before posting them on my instagram i was scrolling thur the comments and smiled

2glockdess: morning things 🧡😍 .

@hazel.e: da bestie 😩

@james23: i like yo neckless 🤞🏼
↪️ @james23 ty ☺️

@layla.aa: it's giving very much pretty 😮‍💨👅

@polog: 😍😍

@myadashitspam: dess 🥰🥰

i lock my phone and told my momma i was on the way to school this was like my second week there & i hated it

either somebody in the hall way dancing , fighting , kissing or just being a bully texas wasn't like this

everybody that go to baton high act like elementary kids like why tf are y'all bullying other people i got in my car driving to the school

i made it i park in my same spot & got my stuff from the back i look at my phone and seen i was almost late for my class

i start running inside the building and while i was tryna get there i bump into some dent head ass boy

watch where u going ho he said picking up his book looking at me

umm sorry i was just tryna get to class i said nervous & scared at the same time he chuckle then he push me really hard into the lockers

that's what you get for bumping into me he said laugh making people take there phone out and record me on the ground

i was embarrassed and i was ready to go instead i walk into the girl bathroom and wipe my tears i said sorry and he still push me

i wash my hand then came out the bathroom too see everybody laughing and staring at me i put my head down and kept walking until

the same boy from earlier said some to me

aye lil girl he said making his accent come out i turnt around & he push me again

yo why u push me i said sound like a texas person ion show my baton side

yo WhY YoU PuSH Me he said mocking me i got up and walk out the building i never do anything to nobody

& now i'm getting bully for a accident i said shaking my head going home i wish we could move i said while a tear came down my face