Chapter 9

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"We should go down and find a way to get her memories back." Peter said. "I'm goming in a second, I just gonna change." My dad and Peter nodded and left.

I started changing. "Tom, are my dad and Peter telling the truth?" I asked. "Yes, y/n. Loki was the one whi rescued you when you were kidnapped yesterday." I shook my head. "No. My dad was the one who-. Actually, I don't know who rescued me." I sighed and walked downstairs, everyone was watching me.

"Hi guys." I said and wanted to sit down, but the only free place was next to Loki. I couldn't sit next to him so I just stood still.

"Hiw are you?" Nat asked. "I am fine, just can't remember... Loki." I sighed and looked at him, he looked hurt.

"Let him free or I will kill myself." I said holding a dagger to my neck. Thor and my dad promised to let him go. Loki came towards me slowly and I put the dagger down.

I trembled backwards, almost falking down when Loki catched me. I didn't know what to do. Let him help me or push him away. I shoukd at least try it. "Thanks." I said and he let slowly go of me. "You're okay?" He then asked me. "Yea, I-I'm fine. I just remembered something." I stuttered. "What? What do you remember?" Loki asked with hope in his eyes.

"We, you, Thor and my da, we were on a kind of spaceship and I wanted to k- kill myself si you were er... free." I looked down. I didn't know why I would've done that. "I have an idea what we can try." I said looking around. "Wanda? Maybe you can find something?" I asked her. She stood up and walked over to me.

"You really want that?" She asked me and I nodded. "I have to get my memories back." Then Wanda entered my mind. We stayed for this a little while and then she took a step backwards.

"You found something?" I questioned. "Yes I did. It's like locked and you need a trigger to get them back." She replied. "Maybe I can bring her ti Asgard." Loki suggested. "If that'll help... Thor?" He looked at me. "Yes?" I sighed. "Could you maybe come with us? I can't be with him alone, not yet." I turned to face Loki. "I am sorry." I looked back at Thor. "Sure, I am coming with you Lady y/n." I smiled weakly.

"When are we going?" I asked. "We can go now." Loki said. Maybe he'd really changed? "Okay." I looked at my dad, he just nodded. Then Loki, Thor and I went outside. 

"The last time we were there, everyone was staring at you and you didn't liked it, so I could help you with that from the beginning?" Loki said. "Oh, er... okay." I wasn't sure what he would do, but there was that green light and I was wearing other clothes. They looked like Loki's, just a little different.

"You really think that this is better than what I wore before?" I asked him and frowned. He shrugged. "I know that you like that outfit." Now he was smirking. "I mean, I doesn't look that bad... should I remember it from somewhere?" Now he looked sad.

"No it's fine." We walked a little longer and reached a large field. "Heimdall, to Asgard please." Thor half yelled and then there was a kind of rainbow which pulled us up.

Then we were in another place and I fell down. "Ouch!" Loki ran to my side and helped me up. "You're okay?" He asked me. I nodded. "Thanks, again." I chuckled. I looked around and saw a tall man. "Hello. I am y/n." He looked at me a little confused. Oh god! He knows me. "I erm... lost some memories." I stated awkwardly. "Hello y/n. I am Heimdall. Hello Thor, Loki."

"Let's go." Thor said and walked towards a large rainbow bridge. "Do we really have to walk that long?" I sighed. "We don't have to, if you want my help?" Loki smirked. "And what would that mean?" Only a second later, we were on the other end of the bridge.

"That would it mean." Loki answered my question. Something about this felt familiar, I couldn't say what but I had that feeling that wouldn't let me go. It felt good to be with him, I felt like never wanna leave his side. Wherever this feeling came from, I liked it.

"I guess you did that before?" I smiled and he smiled back. I looke over the bridge and there was a Thor flying towards me, fast, really fast. My eyes widened and I took a step backwards. Loki stepped in front of me and Thor stopped, almost hitting Loki. A small scream left my mouth and I hugged Loki tight.

"Darling? He won't hurt you. I never thought I would say that, but Thor knows what he's doing." I chuckled and noticed that I was still holding his arm and let go of it by the second. "I am sorry."

"Wanna see the castle?" Loki asked me and I nodded.


Everything looked great and familiar. I didn't know when but at some point, Thor left us and we were alone. At first it felt weird, but after a while it felt normal.

"So, you remember something?" Loki asked me when we were sitting on his bed. I shook my head. "I am sorry. Maybe you can tell me a little about... us?" He smiled. "I could telk you my favorite memory?" I nodded, smiling weakly.

"It was two weeks after we became a couple. You were about to freak out because of so many stuff you had to do and then there was your dad who still hated my and I am sure he still does." Loki chuckled. "Whatever, you ran through your room, searching stuff and all that, when I entered the room. I sat down on your bed and you were so deep in your thoughts that you hadn't notice me. I watched you for a while and then I told you to take a break. You jumped a little shocked and asked me where I came from. You excused yourself and started working again. I stood up and stopped you, holding you in place. I placed a soft kiss on your lips and you gave in. You started relaxing again. I told you again that you needed a break and you just nodded, blushing. I cupped your face and put my forehead on yours, looking deep into your beautiful e/c eyes. Then I rold you that I loved you, the first time. You replied that you loved me too." Loki smiled and I hated it to not remember anything.

He came nearer and put his forehead on mine. "I promise that I will do anything to get your memories back. No matter what it takes. I love you and I won't lose you." He said and I never heard someone saying something like that.

I had this urge and I couldn't fight it and I didn't want to. I leaned forward and Loki did the same, our lips colliding in an unforgettable kiss.

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