Y/n Stark (Loki x reader)

Chapter 10

Loki and I sat there staring at each other. "Do you remember?" He broke the silence and I saw this hope again in his eyes. It broke my heart. I shook my head, tears filling my eyes. "I am so sorry, I- I should go." I said and ran outside.

I ran through the castle, not knowing where I was going. Then I bumped into someone and looked up. It was Odin. "Oh my- I am so sorry. Please forgive me." I kneeled down. "It was right what Thor said." He just spoke. "Lady y/n, what are you doing here alone?" I heard Thor's voice behind me and turned around.

"Thor, please help me. I need to remember, I have to." I begged and started crying again. "I got this." Thor said and Odin walked away. I dropped onto my knees. "What happened?" Thor asked me. "Loki and I we- we talked and then k- kissed. He asked me if I could remember, but I can’t and there were this- this hope in his eyes. I- I couldn't." I sobbed. "I will help you, we all will, but calm down, okay?" I nodded. "Can we plese go- go home?" I asked him and stood up. "Of course. We will meet there, I will go get Loki." He said and I just nodded again.

I waited for Loki and Thor to arrive, but they didn't come.
10 minutes
15 minutes
20 minutes
I started worrying. "Where are they?" I asked myself and walked up and down. Maybe Loki went after me and now Thor can’t find him. I sat down, placing my head on my knees.

Some more minutes went by and I decided to go back and look for them. "Heimdall, if you see Loki and Thor could you please tell them that I went looking for them?" I asked the man. "I will." I smiled weakly. "Thank you." I got back to the castle as fast as I could.

I searched through the whole castle, but I couldn't find them and ended up in front of the throne room. "Please let me in. I am looking for Thor and Loki, friends of mine and they need to be in here because I couldn't fimd them anywhere." The guards didn't even listen to me. I huffed.

I couldn't wait for them forever so I went back home. I couldn't stop the feeling that something bad happened, but I knew that they would be fine, they are Gods, aren't they?

"Hey! I am back!" I said while entering the kitchen. "Hey Pete." I smiled. "Hey y/n. Where are Thor and Loki?" I sighed. "Thor told me that he would get Loki and they would meet me at the end of the bridge. I waited, but they didn't came. I went back, but couldn't find them." I sighed again. "They'll be back soon. Hungry? I wanted to make something to eat." Peter changed the theme. "Actually, I am starving." I chuckled. "I will help you with that." I raised my eyebrows. "We both know that you can't cook." Peter and I started laughing. "But I know how to use a phone. Wanna eat pizza?" I rolled my eyes playfully. "Sure. Let's order some pizza."

"I missed this." Peter said while we were eating. "It's been a while since we just hung out together, since Loki." He sighed. "Pete, you know, if you wanna hang out with me just ask. You're my best friend." We sat there for a while in silence.

"Kids? Did you two really ordered pizza without telling me? That hurts my feelings. " My dad said. "Oh, shut up." I laughed. "Watch your language." Steve said. Peter and I started laughing. "What is so funny?" Wanda walked in. "Nothing." I said and stopped eating.

In the evening, Loki and Thor still weren't back and I got more and more worried. "Okay that's it! I'm gonna go back and search them, no matter how long it will take me!" I jumped ofc the couch and went into my room.

"Maybe you should wait a little longer. I guess they just have to take care if something." My dad said. "And how long?" I asked annoyed. "I think until tomorrow. If they're not back until then, I will come with you. Deal?" I sighed. "Okay, deal." Then he left.

I wasn't able to sleep that night and when I fell asleep, nightmares followed me.

I sat in the living room, waiting for my dad, they still weren't back. Please let everything be okay! Please! I told myself.

"She's here since I woke up, but I didn't want to wake her." I heard someone say. My eyes fluttered open. "What time is it?" I asked. "3pm." Peter answered. I sat up. "Are they back?" Peter shook his head. "Where's my dad?" I looked around. "Right behind you." He replied. "Okay. Let’s go. I'm gonna get my suit." He sighed. "We made a deal."
"Yes, I know. We'll meet outside." I nodded and went into my room, putting the suit on.

"Wasn't it purple and blue?" I shook my head, I guess it has to do with Loki.

"Heimdall! Please bring us to Asgard!" I yelled and waited.

"Heimdall!?" I asked after a few minutes. Then we were in Asgard.

I looked around and everything was destroyed. "What happened?" Without hesitation I flew  towards the castle. "LOKI!" I entered the throne room and there he was laying on the floor. I stopped and walked out of my suit. I ran towards him, falling onto my knees.

And then everything came back, every single memory. "My king." I mumbled. "No, no, no." I started crying heavily. "You can't be-." I placed his head on my lap. "Loki! Loki!" I screamed. "Wake up, please don't leave me. I need you. I remember, I remember everything." I kissed him. "You can't leave me. I can't live without you."