Fix you ( Izana x Reader)

Chapter 13 - Falling For Him

Do you know the feeling of being sad for too long that when something bad came up and happened. You just sit there and stare.. No crying, no emotions, not feeling anything..

Being numb.

The Unexpected reunion with Izana left quite an uncomfortable feeling inside you.

Im pretty sure im interested in Izana.

I wont deny it. Its pretty obvious.

You were a lot of things, but you never lie to yourself to confuse you even more, without any doubt you knew that you are inlove with Izana.

"Ahhhh. Fuck!" you roll on top of your bed and then buried your head to the pillow, you hardly had any sleep. Ive been thinking about my feelings for so long. Should i verify it one last time before i go back to Shibuya.

You stood up and took a shower. After getting dolled up, you dialed Izana's phone number.

"Hey can you meet me at the cafe near Astrid's school" you said and you can hear the other line was busy talking to someone.

"Are you with some slut right now. Why won't you answer back. Its a simple question!" you shouted, feeling annoyed that the other line wasn't responding.

"Yn? Im sorry but Izana cant meet up with you for now, do you have anything important to tell him?" kakucho answered, you knew him since he was with izana everytime. His voice is quite unique.

"Ye-, kakucho? Wait.. Izana is so lazy that he cant even answer his own phone. That bastard. Where is he now.!? I need to talk to him!you frown, a vein is popping on your forehead. He is there when you dont need him, but when i look for him he is in hiding.

"Hospital" kakucho responded in monotone voice

You froze for a moment when you heard what he just said.

"Hospital!!!??? What is he doing there. He planned to be a doctor or something. You were making some jokes to prevent you from worrying. What the hell happened to that asshole.

" Izana was stabbed last night. He is now confined in the hospital " was all he said before you hung up the call.

I dont wanna hear any of it.

Your feet moves on its own and now your are running downstairs. Getting inside the car and instructing the driver to drive you to the hospital immediately.

Arriving at the hospital, you saw a member of tenjiku on the hallway, you grab him on the collar furiously then lift him up.

"Lead me to Izana" you said without realizing that your aura is getting darker.

He just nod and lead the way.

Trembling and unable to utter a single word while you were following him. He would glance at you from his back and you can feel he is feeling scared to even try something funny.

Arriving at Izana's ward you calm yourself first before entering the room.

You saw kakucho standing beside the bed and Izana was finally awake. They have this quiet conversation for a while before they notice you were standing near the door.

You didnt say a single word, you walk toward his bed and lean to take a good look at his face. He looks pale but still handsome. He must've lost a lot of blood.

You didnt realize that you were leaning at him so close that your face is only a few inch away from his.

He gulped while looking at you. To his surprise he wasnt able to utter a single word he just stare at you then blushed.

You saw a tint of red flashing in his cheeks so you move away. You sat near him and rested your hand on his bed with your chin on top of it.

"You're easy to kill you know, ive changed my mind on marrying your ass" you frown while looking at him.

He chuckled before leaning forward.

"Are you worried about me?" he smirked while looking  at your lips and then moving his gaze to your eyes.

"I think i am, i mean.. Your so weak.. Someone should be there to worry about you" he was teasing you but you mock him back. Izana felt defeated at the moment making him signed.

You grin then check your nails to make you look uninterested on his shit.

"for a second there, i thought you care for me." he sat down forcing himself to stay on that position while holding unto his lower abdomen.

He must've been stabbed there.

"Does it hurt?" you asked while supporting his back. Now.. Why do i act like his girlfriend or something.

"What do you think?" he responded knowing you were about to mock him again.

" Okay, don't be mad. Im here to take good care of my boyfriend"  you grin while looking at him.

You are still playing this role he gave you. He knows how playful you can be.

So, he put his guard up and walls up. So that the damage won't be fatal.

"I dont really need you right now, i have kakucho. You can leave." he said trying his best to keep his posture.

You pouted knowing he is not taking the bait. Im acting this way but i really wanna see him.

"Hey Izana, are you kicking me out right now?" you pouted then crossed your arms.

"Ugh. Okay fine. You can stay but please behave." he signed before looking at kakucho. Instructing him to leave the two of you alone.

You told him to keep resting for a bit.

"I'll buy some food outside so you should rest" you whispered enough for him to hear.

You came back with some chinese food, pastries and fruits that you bought outside.

You place it on his table, Izana was currently sleeping.

Looking at him is like looking at porn, how can someone be so annoying and handsome at the same time.

You brush some of his hair to the side to have a better view of his fine nose and thick lashes. So handsome.

You sat next to him listening to his soft and quiet snoring.

I planned to clear things with him and probably tell him that i like him.

I must return to Shibuya tommorow.

You stare at him a little longer before deciding to leave.

You stood up and caress his cheeks leaning closer give him a kiss.

"I think ive fallen inlove with you Izana" you whispered while staring down on him sleeping.

You took your bag and turn to leave.

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Authors note:

❤️ I love you izana!