Fix you ( Izana x Reader)

Chapter 17 - Forgiveness

You were still shock from what happened, its started raining and you were still standing at the middle of the field.

You stare down at you're hands that was covered with blood.

You remember the look on Izana's face when he was laying on the ground and vomiting blood. That asshole tried to convince me that he was fine. Tss.

The rain wash away the blood stain on your skin.

You were lost in your thoughts, not because you saw someone being shot in front of you.  Its not like i didnt kill someone before.

But, you felt different earlier. You were so scared for the first time.

You were scared to lose someone.

You tried to stop your hands from shaking. This isn't like me at all, i felt so much fear that i started to shake.

You flinch when someone tapped your shoulder, it was Aki. She was standing beside you all along.

"You okay? , do you know that guy? , its not like you to care for someone you don't know." she asked.

"He is my ex boyfriend, sort of" you tried to sound like you were joking and signed.

You look at Aki for a second and decided to go home.

Should i visit him at the hospital?

I dont think its a good idea.

You arrive at the front of your house and flinched when the door suddenly burst open.

"YN! Where have you been and why are you covered in blood?" he asked angrily. You can see how concern he was at the same time.

You ran to him and hugged him without saying anything. Your Dad signed then relax for a bit before stroking your hair gently and patting your back.

You wanted to cry to release all your sorrow and fear.

But you didn't. I don't want him to worry.

You led you inside and gave you a cup of tea so you could calm down.

After a few minutes he sat next to you and started to ask you about certain things.

"Now, tell me what happened? He asked.

" I got into trouble.. Thats all. Also this is not my blood Dad. " you answered and he chuckle.

" I know its not yours, maybe its from the person you beat up. " he said while he continue to chuckle. Dad knows me so well.

"Yes it is" you lied so that he wont ask you anymore.

You stood up and went upstairs to take a shower.

Then, change your clothes.

You were now wearing a gray hoodie and a black ripped jeans.

Laying down on your bed while you gaze at the ceiling thinking of Izana. Ugh, i really wish he was okay.

I hate him and all but, i never wish for him to die.

He risk his life to save me.

I think i should forgive him as a reward. So please dont die Izana.

You were trying to dozed off when you suddenly heard your phone rung.

Mikey was calling you.

The conversation.