remember me ?

chap. 4

carters p.o.v.

nilly ran over to me and hugged me she gives the most amazing hugs just like her dad

I looked over to liam and he had the most confused look on his face ever

" well liam this is nilly" I said

"SHE'S A MINI NIALL!!!" he exclaimed as he laughed

" yea well she is his baby girl" I said with a smile

nilly walked over to liam " up, up"

she said

liam lifted her up and she smiled

"postr pster" she tried saying I immediately remembered the one direction poster that hung over her wall maybe she recognised him

" oh she's saying poster, you see she was asking for her daddy and well I bought her a poster of youse"

" ahh I see" he said as he was putting her down

"well do you want me to drop you home" he said politely

"yea that will be great " I replied

it was raining outside and I don't have a car so I didn't want nilly to catch a cold

as we were driving I felt a tear run down my face I just didn't want anyone to know about nilly I just knew that life will never be the same since I told liam

liams p.o.v.

I saw a tear roll down Carter's face but I didn't say anything I knew she needed to think I turned around to check on nilly and she was fast asleep she's so cute like a little angel.I then turned to face the road and thought to myself how come nilly was in day care at 8 in the afternoon

"Carter how come nilly is still in daycare at this time" I asked

"well I have to work overtime so I can pay the bills and feed nilly" she explained

I felt disgraced yet full of pity, while niall was out living the dream his daughter was in a daycare at 8 in the afternoon while carter was working hard to keep them alive , although it wasn't nialls fault.we pulled up to her flat and wow their ugly I picked up nilly and brought her inside

"where's her bedroom?" I asked carter

"oh umm well we share a bed so just put her in my bed" she smiled

ok seriously she has to tell niall so he can get them both out of here

NIALL'S P.O.V.

I was sitting in my room thinking about what carter said" Kevin was helping with baby-" then she stopped

what was she going to say suddenly I heard a knock on the door

"go away" I yelled

"aww nialler c'mon let us in " Louis said

"fine" I mumbled

Louis and harry burst in the door then followed zayn with some food it was in a nandos take away bag he threw it over to me

" here you go mate" he said

I looked in the bag and took out the chicken and stuffing smothered in gravy but then my stomach turned I couldn't eat thinking about carter

"wow she must of been some special girl to make you not wanna eat" said Louis in amazement

"well were here for ya mate if you need any thing ok?" harry said

I nodded and they left

CARTER'S P.O.V.

I helped liam put nilly to bed and he was looking around the room in shock " listen liam, I know it's not suitable for a child but it's the best I can do for now so please don't-" I was then interrupted

"carter I know I'm not judging you, it's just I think niall should know after all it is HIS daughter" liam said

"liam I can't he would pull out of the band and give up his dreams to be here for nilly"

"well he's gonna find out someday by either you or.......me!" he said firmly

"liam you promised" I croaked trying not to cry

"but carter why would you put your own daughter at risk just so you can be happy?" liam said fiercely

I never thought of it that way it was really for my benefit to be honest I just didn't want to see niall

liam stormed out of my flat before I could say anything

I went to take a shower the water burned through my skin relaxing my muscles I had totally forgotten about the world it was just so relaxing

I grabbed some pyjamas shorts and a t-shirt and cuddled up against nilly she sighed softly this usually means she's sad about something

I slowly drifted away with the sound of her just breathing

"mommy mommy wake up , I'm hungry!" nilly shouted I woke up and checked the time it was 11:28

I hopped up and threw some eggs and bacon on the stove nilly sat there watching barney like she did every Saturday morning

suddenly I heard a knock on the door.