Schizophrenia
I'm not crazy!
Can't you hear it?
Everything's getting hazy
The voices won't stop yelling at me!
What did I do?
To deserve this
Just shoot me
Stab me
Somehow, kill me
I can't stand these
Voices that want me dead
*They say that I'm worthless
That I can't get rid of them
Unless I kill myself
I don't want to believe them
But all these illusions
Lead me to confusion
These people in my head
Won't stop until I'm dead
I'm getting sick of myself
Begging for death isn't humane
This disease needs a cure
Before I'm told more than I can endure
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Feeling emotions has become difficult
Why?
I've forgotten the symptoms of
Fear, love, happiness, hate, sadness, and anger
I've lost the ability to sense when I'm in danger
I just can't stand myself anymore
I often ignore what they say until
It's the only thing running through my head
I can feel myself getting sicker
This illness crawling under my skin
I want to cut it all away and see if
Blood is really thicker
My mind is wavering
In and out of reality
Now what's real to you isn't real to me
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**I'm a victim of insanity
No one believes me
And these voices
They keep me awake
Insomnia
I'm just another victim of schizophrenia
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Songs and Poetry
PoesíaJust a bunch of poems and songs (mostly songs) that I have either written for school or myself...varying in newness.