The Struggle Of Ten...And YangYang ////Tenyang

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Ten's POV

After everyone placed their orders we started talking about some random shit. Yangie was still sitting on my lap so I thought I would make a use of that fact. I smirked internally when I started caressing his thigh not stopping the chit-chat. I felt him tense up a little but he tried not to let the others know that something was going on. He placed his hand on mine and tried to stop me but I continued going even higher. He nervously grabbed my hand and kept it in place. I was still talking with Yuta about the japanese cuisine while I used my other hand and started rubbing YangYang's ear with it. I knew very well that it was his sensitive spot and he wouldn't like others to know that so he wouldn't stop me. 

I gave him a quick look and I could see his death glares towards me. I smiled widely. Then I suddenly felt him shifting in his place and rubbing his butt at me. I immediately left his ear and grabbed his hips in an attempt to make him steady. He turned to me and smirked mischievously. My little prank backfired and now I was the one struggling not to seem suspicious. 

"Guys, seriously, if you thought we won't notice your little games, well, you're mistaken.", Kun said with a little cough on the word "games". Everyone looked at us, most of them amused or holding back a smirk. Only Johnny seemed to have no reaction at all. 

"Ok, sorry, we'll stop.", I rolled my eyes and started eating my dessert. 

Kun's POV

After some time we finally reached our destination. We all were stunned by the beauty of the place. Literally everyone was eyeing the build in awe. My first thought was that I wanted to show this to Hendery. I immediately scolded myself mentally. I couldn't do it to myself and constantly think about him. It hurt and wouldn't change anything. 

Trying to forget Hendery for a moment I headed towards WinWin. He was standing alone as two couples were absorbed in each other and Johnny went to buy us tickets. 

"It's so beautiful here, I feel like I don't ever wanna come back home.", I said looking at the temple. 

"Yeah, it's quite nice. By the way, I know others are avoiding talking about it with you, but I'm not that delicate, so I'll ask. What happened between you and Hendery?", WinWin asked not looking at me but admiring the view in front of us. I sighed deeply. 

"I'm not sure if I want to talk about it.", I replied quietly with my gaze fixated on my feet. 

"Oh, I know you don't want to, but sometimes it's better to just tell someone, you know? Especially if you're not talking about feelings with that person on a daily basis.", he replied still not looking in my direction. It was somehow helping that he didn't look my way. I hesitated for a bit. Couple minutes passed in silence when I finally decided to speak up. 

"It's beacuse of his family situation. It's not ideal and he's really hurting beacuse of that. I tried to help him and be there for him but it's not easy, you know? We had a fight and he told me that I don't understand how he's feeling because my family really loves me for who I am. And I know he's right but I was trying my best to help him get through it. It turned out that I don't know how and I'm only getting things worse. So I decided to distance myself from him for a bit as my company only makes him hurt more.", my words were getting quieter with every sentence until I was barely audible. But WinWin heard me. 

"Well, I haven't really been in a relationship before and I'm not planning to but I can tell you one thing. If someone doesn't appreciate your help even if it's not successful, then that person is not worth helping. And before you protest, I know you love him but consider it. Think about it and decide whether he really appreciates you and values your relationship or not. If not, then what's the actual point in continuing this if neither of you is happy? Just think about it.", with that he walked away leaving me alone with my thoughts.