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So this is a ruegard fanfic!! That is Clarisse and Silena from the Percy Jackson series!! I don't really know what's going to happen but I think it will follow the events of the last Olympian uhm so if you have read that you know how it ends lol 'l...

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by swagswaglol4

                                    
                                              C (clarisse POV)
                          The cabin's dark. I feel alone. I know I'm not, there's multiple other kids in here but right now in the dark, I'm so alone. 
I feel alone so often nowadays. Since Chris disappeared my life hasn't been the same. I can't concentrate on anything. I fail and I lose everything. I hate failing.
And losing.
I miss him but that's not the problem. I don't miss him enough. He was supposed to be the love of my life, or at least my teens. That's probably all the life I'm going to get. I should be devastated, but I'm not.
Why?!
I don't let myself think to much about why. It would only confirm what I try to push down. The truth that I never let reach the surface. 
                          Someone moves in their bed. You can hear their body shift against the covers. I wonder what they're dreaming about. Maybe about someone they love or loved? 
Do I love Chris?? 
Yes...or no. I don't know. 
I want to cry. But I can't, someone could hear it. You never hear crying in the ares cabin, we don't do that. 
I'm supposed to be the strongest. I am Clarisse De La Rue and she doesn't cry. 
                          But why does she want to do it so badly then??
                          An: wow I wrote a chapter :) I actually like it!! I have ZERO plans regarding uploading and wtf is going to happen in this but I'm ~going with the flow~!! Also happy birthday to Percy Jackson himself!! :)