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The sun was to bright. I was walking to the breakfast parlour but was still to tired to even think. It took me long before I fell asleep last night.
Do you ever wish that you could shut of your thoughts?? Just empty out your head for a while.
I do, way to often.
Last night my thoughts wandered way to much, around and around in confusing little circles. Never ending spirals until I fell asleep out of sheer exhaustion.

Silena sat at the Aphrodite table. Of course she did, where else would she be sitting. I of course, sat down at the ares table, you eat with your cabin thats how it's always been. I wanted to talk to her, but i didn't. Walking over to talk to someone at another table would cause a scene. That would not be fit. Instead I ate my breakfast looking down at the table and just waiting to get my day started.

My day was pretty boring, I did what I usually do. Trained, "talked" to some new campers, trained some more, ate a little then I fell asleep around 4 pm. I love camp but after a while it gets pretty repetitive.

I think I dreamed something, but I couldn't remember. Only vague glimpses of  shiny black hair, long lashes and glossy lips. Why was I like this?? Why couldn't I dream of flat chests or strong cheek bones??
Why?
Why?
Why?
WHY??
I needed to get out. Tears threatened to spill out my eyes and that could not be happening in my cabin. I stood up so fast my vision blurred but I still started walking. I walked and walked away and away. To somewhere I could be alone, to a place I could cry and scream how much I wanted to and no one would judge me. The woods stood tall around me, the only sounds were the woods own. The wind blowing through the leaves, a bird chirping, something far bigger that a bird making noises in the distance. I sat down on the ground and started sobbing. I cried and I screamed letting out everything I had kept inside me for the latest days. The ground was wet and i started to get cold but what did that matter. I finally cried. There was a sound behind me, like steps on the dry fall leaves. Someone was here or something.

IM BACK MY GIRLIES AND OTHER PEOPLE!!!<3333
Yeah so i haven't updated cuz it's been a lot at school and I wasn't really feelin it if u know what I mean✌🏻✌🏻
So anyways hope u like this chapter, I'm not sure I do but well well!
Also cliffhanger muahahahah
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