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Wilbur

I can feel it.

The amount of pain that George has brought my son, it hurts to seen him like this. To see him bathing in his own tears.

It reminds me of when I met the prettiest merwoman I've ever seen. Panadol. She had the most luscious black waves for hair, and beautiful blue eyes, like the sky. At night, when her eyes glistened, it looked like stars were trapped in them.

I knew she was real, but felt like i was bound to wake up any second, and it will all be gone.

She was beautiful. I loved her so much.
But it wasn't enough.

She brainwashed me into thinking that she loved me more. And it got my hopes up alright. I searched for every excuse just to be able to look at her.

Her webbed and slim hand pressed against mine is all i could dream of.

Until, i saw her with another fish. A merman.

She stopped her webbed feet all over my heart, everyday, when i saw her with him.

I was too late to confess.

Just like Fundy.

His heart wasn't prepeared for the loss.
Just like i was.

But now im very happy with the gorgeous fish i have today. Sally. She has amazing red curls, and mesmerizing green eyes. And she loved me for me.
I loved her with everything i had.

And i swear with all my courage that i tried to help my son. But my own flesh and blood chose someone else.

He wouldn't let me in.

No matter how much i tried to protect him from this. Getting married too fast, could potentially scar him.

And when he left, i didn't stop him. I didn't do anything to prevent him from going. I let him slip through the gaps in my hands.

And no matter how much i hate Eret for being a better father figure towards Fundy, and letting him replace me, I will never forget how much pain Fundy has been through.

And without me there to comfort him, suffered through.

I messed up then, but him being alone ends now.
I will fix my mistakes.
For no one other than him.

I will mend his broken heart, if its the last thing I do.