sooo i just realised that most of my crushes are guys that are older than me.
by old i mean REALLY OLD
OLD ENOUGH TO BE A PEDO
BUT NAH NOT REALLY
sooo we have this kinda like family friend. I NEVER EVRR KNEW WHO'S FRIEND HE IS BUT HE'S ALWAYS AROUND AND HE HANGSOUT WITH US AND SHITS SO YEAH HE IS CONSIDERED AS A FAMILY FRIEND.
LETS CALL HIM JOE BECAUSE I CAN.
SOO when he came into my life i was about 10? idek
he's now 22 (Zaayum bae)
soo i was quite young and i didnt really care about him and we dont really talk because c'mon i was 10. And yeah i was young so we dont really talk and shits
last time i saw him was when i was 11 during raya. And I didnt meet him at all two years after because i didnt celebrate at my dad's side house (idek how to explain)
okay so wtv
SO JUST NOW I FUCKKEN SAW HIM AND HE COULDNT BE HOTTER FUCK HIM. NO I MEAN HES NOT TAHT HOT BUT HIS ARM.FUCK HIS ARM. OKAY SO THEN HE LOOKED REALLY NERDY SLHSJAUSV OKAY
THEEEN WE TALKED (I DIDNT REALLY TALK I WAS JUST LISTENING)THEN HE WENT HOME SO I WAS SAD THEN I WENT HOME TOO TO FRESHEN UP. OH YA TODAY IS MY COUSIN'S WEDDING. AND I TOTALLY SAW MY EXCRUSH AND MY MOM TOLD ME HE WAS MY RELATIVE FML. OKAY BACK TO THE STORY.
THEN WHEN I GOT BACK TO MY COUSINS WEDDING AT NIGHT, HE WAS INFRONT OF ME AND I JUST WANTED TO HUG HIS ARMMSNSHBSJSVS OKAY SO THEN MY SISTERS WERE TALKING TO HIM SO I WAS JUST LISTENING AGAIN ( WE WERE IN A LINE, WAITING FOR FOOD) THEN WHEN WE GOT OUR FOOD WE JUST KINDA LIKE FOUND A PLACE AND STUFF SO HE WAS LITERALLY BRAGHUNG ABOUT HIS PS4 LOL. THEN WHEN WE FINISHED EATING WE STARTED TALKING AGAIN ANS HE WAS LIKE OH IM GETTING MARRIEDBJAVAJSGANUAGAIA DUDE. NOT. COOL. AT. ALL. NOTATALL. SO YEAH I WAS MAD AND STUFF
THENNN WE FOUND A PLACE TO PLAY HIS PS4 SO HE WAS LIKE TALKING IN CHINESE ALTHO HE AINT CJINESE AND IT WAS FUNNY AS FUCK. AND I WAS LIKE WHY DO YOU KNOW HOW TO TALK IN CHINESE AND HE WAS LIKE MY GRANDMA IS CHINESE AND MY OTHER GRANDMA IS INDIAN SO OKAY. OKAY SO WHEN HE WAS SETTING UP HIS PS4 HIS PICTURE POPPED UP BECAUSE IT WAS CONNECTED TO HIS FB OR SUMTHING AND IT WAS REALLY CUTE SO I LAUGHED (REALLY LOUDLY) AND HE WAS LAUGHING TOO THEN SUDDENLY HE WAS LIKE TALKING EHY THE PICTURE WAS LIDDAT AND I WASNT LOOKING SO WHEN I LOOKED UP HE WAS STARING AT EM LIKE DAYUM NIGGA I AINT WEARIN MY GLASSES I CANT SEE NO SHIT. BUT DAMN HE WAS LIKE TALKING YO ME AND LOOKING AT ME ALL THE TIEMHSKAVSJVSJWGWJ ( HE SAID IT WAS 5 AM AND THERE WAS NO WIFI AT HOME AND HE HAD TO FINISH HIS ASSIGNMENT. IT WAS AT MCD GREENLANE AND HE WAS BORED SO HE YOOK THAT SELFIE)
THENN I LIKE IT THAT HE LIKES CATS. WHEN WE WERE WAITING FOR MY OTHET COUSIN TO FINISH PLAYING, THIS KITTEN CAME INSIDE AND HE TOOK THE KITTEN AND STARTED PLAYING EITH IT AND HE EVEN CHECKED THE GENFER DAMN BAE
THEN WHILE HE WAS OLAYIBG WITH THE KITTEN, MY COUSIN WAS LIKE "OH UNCLE DOESNT LET THAT KITTEN TO COME IN"AND STUFF SO HE WAS LIKE YEAH ITS NOT GOOD TO KEEP ANIMALS INSIDE YOUR HOUSE.
AND I SAID WHY AND HE SAID YA LA ITS NOT GOOD BECAUSE WERE TAKING AWAY ITS FREEDOM AND WHAT WOUKD YOU FEEL LIKE IFSOMEONE PUTS YOU IN A BALANG ( CONTAINER) * SOMETHING LIDDAT* SO I WAS LIKE LONELY AND HE WAS LOOKING AGAIN SUAHSJHEKDUDBIS
I LOVE IT HOW HE ALWAYS PLAYS WITH HIS HAIR, I LOVE IT HOW HE FANGIRLS ABOUT HIS GAMES AND KNOW EVERYTHING, I LOVE ITVHOW HE TALKS IN CHINESE, I LOVE IT HOW HE LAUGHS, I LOVE IT HOW HE ACTUALLY PAYS ATTENTION TO PEOPLE, I LOVE IT HOW HE PLAYS WITH CATS, I LOVE IT HOW HE TALKS ALOT, I LOVE IT HOW HIS FACE CHANGES WHEN HE TALKS, I LOVE IT HOW HE ACTUALLY LOOKS AT PEOPLE WHEN HIS TALKING, I LOVE IT HOW HE MOVES HIS HAND WHILE HE TALKS, I LOVE IT HOW HE HANGSOUT LIKE HE'S FAMILY, I LOVE IT HOW HE ACTUALLY SMELLS NICE, I LOVE IT HOW HE'S REALLY HELPFUL, I LOVE IT HOW HE WAS GUESSING HOW OLD I AM AND WHEN HIS FACE CHANGED WHEN HE FOUND OUT I WS 14, I LOVE IT HOW HE ASKS FOR YOUR NAME, I LOVE IT HOW HOW HE JUST DOESNT CARE AT ALL. I AM FUCKING INLOVE WITH HIM. THE GIRL HE'S MARRYING IS SUPER DUPER LUCKY TO GET A CARING GUY LIKE HIM.
I WISH HE WONT GET MARRIED THIS EARLY YET. BUT HAIH I LOVE YOU JOE
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