okay.
so apparently
my life literally sucks
i dont get enough attention from my parents and even my siblings notices that
sometimes i would just cry thinking of that.
lets just focus on the amount of attention my parents give me now.
soo
just now like my parents and my lil sis was downstairs idk what they were doing
then dad called my elder sis to come down for dinner.
so i just kinda like hoped they would call me down too
i waited for a while
then
nope. no one cared to even call me down.
okay so lets move on
my sis didnt go down cuz she said shes not that hungry and she would come down after awhile.
while i was on my bed reading fanfics i heard someone coming upstairs and it was mom.
she asked my sister if she wanted to eat or nah. she rejected.
i thought mom was gonna ask me too since she saw me bcuz i left my door open.
gues what she just ignored me.
when i was youmg i didnt get much attention either.everyone else got enough attention. except for me.
why?
because the gap between my eldest sister and my second sister was like 2-3 years apart. but sadly my second sis died because of food poisoning. then after like 7 years my parents git my third sis so yeah she got attemtion too... after 5 years they got me but when i was born a few months layer my mom was pregs to my lil sis. so i didnt get enough attention because she cares more about my sis. this hurt alot ya know. if i tell this to people i would breakdown..
okay so.. im quite active in sports and shits.. so i did have alot of competitions... and i even joined like an acting thingy liddat.
so this year my lil sis had an acting competiton or some shit and my parents went to the competition to see her.
what about me?
they didnt even showed up once..
next
i used to be a straight A student so yeah..
my lil sis wasnt as smart as I am but one time she got straight a's.
my parents got overwhelmed and like she got what she wanted and shits
me
i got nothing.
i just got congratulated.
so i got kinda pissed and i started to hate studying. so i ended up not caring about my marks and about school
my life srsly sucks.
i may have anything I need but im lacking of attention from my parents
crying my ass out while writing this.
you say this shit is irrelavent but i just need to let out my feelings
so this is my life
my parents seriously dont care about me
one time i told my sis abt this shit and she was like "i realised that too. you didnt get enough attention from mom and dad"
life is so mean
why do they hate me so much
what did i even do to them
