checking in | TW self hate

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ranboo then asks "do you wanna talk about anything to me?" i nod then start ranting "im nothing..im the school joke, a FAILURE, you dont know what its like to be worthless.. or nothing you do matters, i feel that way everyday of my life, every god damn day.."

ranboo interrupts me and says "does anyone check on you..?" i shake my head 'no' then continue my rant "nobody sees any differences..but..you do.." i say as ranboo says "thats because i know how it feels to be the school joke, to be a failure, everything you said, i know how it feels.."

you start crying, because you feel terrible for ranboo, ranboo then says "hey, hey, look at me, look at me" i look at him and he says "im so proud of you for telling me about how you feel" i start crying less

"ranboo?" "yes?" he says as i say "thank you, for just existing, you've saved my life, more times than i can even count" (HAHA GET LEFT ON A CLIFF HANGER NERDS)

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