ALLIE POV
"I missed you Gemma." I said as she hugged me tightly. "I missed you too! Im in a rush to go back to work. I will be back at 5 okay. You better stay long enough so we can catch up." I laughed. "We will see you soon." And soon after i said that she was out the door.
"My mum gets back at 3pm and my step dad at 6pm so what do you wanna do?" Harry asked me as helped me take off my black studded biker jacket. "Uh i dont know...what do you have in mind?" I asked dumbly. He chuckled. "I dont know babe." He whispered huskily in my right ear. I was then pushed to the couch. Harry hovered over me. "You are so perfect." He whispered. He kissed the left side of my collarbone and sucked slightly. Sweet spot. Fuck. I gasped and moaned in pleasure. This made Harry chuckle. I could feel the vibration of his laugh on my stomach.
"Harry stop." I managed to get out. He pulled away. "Not here." He nodded.
"Okay so we seriously have to talk Harry. Would you honestly be hurt if maya went up for adoption." He sighed and moved a brown strand of hair away from my face. "Allie you know I wouldn't want that." Harry whispered. His face close enough for me to feel his warm breath on my lips. Close enough for me to smell his minty breath.
"Harry I just can't do it anymore. Im only 20 and you're what 22? Harry we are both really young. In a couple of years I could do it but Harry." I paused and took a deep breath. I searched for any feeling in his eyes. "I haven't lived. I couldn't go to Oxford I couldn't live. I was carrying maya and I was all on my own Harry and now I know we both can't do this."
"Allie." Harry paused as he wiped my tears with his thumb. My eyes filled and filled with tears. They fell continuously like a waterfall. "Allie she is three almost 4." I cut him off. "Exactly Harry it's now or never! Once she's 4 she will remember us. But if she goes now she can grow up better." "Do you think it's for the best?" Harry asked I could hear the sadness in his voice. Like there was a lump at the back of his throat holding back all possible feelings from escaping.
"Harry I don't want to hurt you. But Harry, are you honestly ready to be a committed dad?" I sighed. "One direction isn't over yet." I looked up to Harry to see his eyes fill with tears.
"So I will never meet her?" Anne asked still slightly confused. "Listen mum. This is hard for all of us. But-" "-but Harry you were so irresponsible. You had this kid almost three years ago Harry. You're being irresponsible. You love kids. You find out you have one and now you're pushing it away from your life?" Anne said her voice started to raise. "And you." She pointed to me. "Mum stop." Harry warned. Anne continued completely ignoring what Harry said. "You were even more irresponsible! You were 17 what were you thinking!? You could of gotten rid of it-" "HER. It's a girl and HER name is MAYA she's not an IT." I argued. "Excuse me?" She paused. "You are the one that broke my sons heart I don't really see why you're putting this on me! You broke his heart Alexandra. Why did you come back!?" Anne said her voice raising at every other word to emphasize her point. "Mum sto-" "-Excuse me? Actually Harry and I were both broken. Okay? Stop being such a-" "Allie stop." Harry said as he realised the argument was getting too out of hand. "Im going home. Ill see you when I see you." I mumbled. I grabbed my coat and headed towards the direction of the train station.
HARRY POV
"Im going home. Ill see you when I see you." She mumbled. I looked at my mum after I heard the front door slam.
"What was that for?!" I bellowed. "She's not good for you Harry and considering you have some child-" "STOP." I ordered. "I've had it. Allie is good for me. Im good for Allie. We are getting rid of maya for us. Not you. You have no voice in this." I said strictly. "Then why come to me?" My mum asked as she raised an eyebrow as she folded her arms in front of her chest. "ALLIE WANTED TO COME." I yelled. My mum was obviously surprised by both my answer and the tone of voice i had used. By the look on her face she was very shocked and surprised indeed. I could see she was starting to regret things.
"She wanted your advice mum. But you had to go off on one didnt you?!" After a long pause of us just staring at eachother I pushed it a little further and spoke up again.
"Life's funny like that isn't it?" I said sarcastically chuckling to myself as I stalked upstairs and towards my old room.
ALLIE POV
I walked the streets of Cheshire. It was starting to get dark, but it was only half four. The street lights shone a beautiful glow on the wet pavement. Suddenly the clouds over head let go. It started to pour. My light brown hair turning dark.
Ever felt like you weren't wanted? That's how I felt between me and Anne. The tension was tough. Tough enough that you need a sharp blade to get through.
I sat on the cold wet curb waiting for the bus as massive blobs of rain bounced onto my head. I pulled out my blackberry so I didn't seem like such a loner. As I casually tucked my knees up to my chest placed my blackberry in my pocket and pulled out my ipod I clicked the temple run app. I only had the iPod 4th generation. Nothing special considering there are like 8 out now that are so much better.
As my character jumped over logs, slid under fire and roughly turned corners I started to think. What did she steal? She doesn't even have bag!
I heard a chuckle from behind me which made me drop my iPod. "Shit." I mumbled. As I slid my arm underneath a concrete gap in the curb I looked up. I grabbed my iPod and scrambled to my feet. I knew that face anywhere.
"Matty?" I questioned. "No Godzilla." He answered sarcastically. "Harry phoned me up to ask me to help come look for you." Matty smiled. I hadn't seen Harry's cousin, Matty, in three almost four years. He was a lot taller now. "Oh." Was the only thing I could say. Smart, I know.
"Harry said you're not answering his texts." I looked at Matty confused. "I didn't receive anything." I shrugged as He chuckled. "I think it's time you get rid of that nasty blackberry of yours. You've had that since you were 16!" "It's my baby." I laughed. "Hey you must be freezing. Lets go back to Harry's. he's probably worried shitless." "Im going home. Just text Harry." Just as Matt was going to say something the bus turned up. "Good to see you again Matty!" And I left him dumbfounded.
I sat on the train. Soaked yet again. After I stepped off the bus it decided to rain more. I had to wait 40 minutes plus a ten minute delay for my train to London to arrive. As I sat in the busy subway I swear all eyes were on me. I must of looked like a right muppet. I knew my eyes were bloodshot red not only from the cold but from my tears.
I was thinking as I stood out waiting for the train. If and when, maya goes that's like a piece of me leaving. How would i feel when she's actually gone. Maybe not forever. But until she's 18.
My hair was matted. Clumped and knotted. My clothes damp and ugly. All eyes on me. I swear.
HARRY POV
"Are you serious mate? She doesn't even have a key!" "I don't know cuz. She just hopped onto the bus and said she's going back home." My eyes widened. Home as in her old- "fuck." I mumbled.
ELEANOR POV
I slid my fingers through Louis' hair. Tongues tied as they fought for all dominance. But then my phone went off.
"Fuck." I groaned. I reached over towards the coffee table.
"Who is it and what so you want." I answered quite rudely. "Woah never mind I'll just call Zayn." The voice on the other side said. "No im sorry!" The girl on the other end laughed. Allie. "Don't worry. I know you're probably need some time with Louis. I've been in the way. Go have your sexy sex time." Was the last thing she said until she hung up.
ALLIE POV
"Zayn? Could you come pick me up?" "Where are you?" "495 totteridge." "You old house?" "Yeaah I had to uh find some personal stuff." "Okay be there soon." And that's where the conversation ended.
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