Before I started this "secret ultimate dream of mine" yes, you read it right, I called it secret because no one was there to believe in me and before that I was experiencing an eating disorder when I was in grade school, because I can't see that I'm proud of myself and I don't have any talents to show everyone just to be proud of me that's why I used to keep my dreams in myself and discover a lot of things that I can do without people permission.
I was in grade school when eating disorder happened and it almost 3yrs that I experienced that and onr thing that stops me from that is when my first time to go in church and God really talked to me that he was so proud of me and it was a heart fulfilling because I never heard that from my family only from God that's why I continue my journey with him for almost 5yrs of being Christian it's not easy because there's a lot of persecution, rejection and even side comments from other people who hated me a lot.
I continue because I know that God is with me and there's a few people who believe in me and they're always proud of what I am right now and I couldn't be more proud of myself after 3 years, I finally felt that I was proud of myself because of the grow and experience that I have in my entire life and I couldn't be proud for more and I am excited to see what the future in store for me.
I'm excited to see myself growing up and doing things that I loved and glowing in the faith and grace of God as I continue this journey even it takes a long time for me and I am willing to wait where I am and what job that God has prepared for me.
To those people who have been there from the start until now, thank you for your life and thank you for letting me part of your life and thank you for everything you've done for me, words aren't enough but THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING!!!
~Nic's
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A Journey closest to my dreams [COMPLETED]
ContoA true to life story when a little girl was born she started to fulfilled her unfulfilled dreams in her life. When she was in grade school she started to write a stories about her life, love one's and everything. This girl has a lot of dreams not on...