a better man (rafe cameron)

chapter two

I look down at my phone in shock the message read "you can either meet me or im gonna tell all your pogue friends what happened last summer" i type back quickly "fine, okay please dont say anything" he begins typing again and says "good girl" i let out a sigh and put my phone away as we begin to reach jb's dock. Jj ties the boat and we all get off and go up to the porch again as it slowly started to rain "guys can we just chill in here and talk i havent seen you all in forever lets just spend some time together" i say breaking the silence they all say in sync "sounds good" jb gets up and walks to the door "ill grab the beer" jj raises something in the air "i got the j's" we all break out in laughter jb comes back out side and throws me a beer i stand up and move to the back of the porch i use my teeth to put a hole in the can and i shotgun the beer and throw the empty can at the ground "wooooo havent done that at in a while" they all let out small laughs "jj light it" i say and sit next to him he pulls out a joint lights it hits it and passes it to me i take a big hit and hold it then pass it to kie next to me i finally exhale and cough a bit "light weight" that all chant as they all hit it without coughing "yall shut the fuck up the last time i smoked was with yall" i laugh a little feeling the effects slightly start to kick in as a take another big hit.

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I look at my phone and the clock reads 10:45pm i get up "hey yall i got to go kie are you good to get home on your own" she nods "okay love you guys" they all say "love you too" and i walk out towards my car. I jump in and play my favorite playlist on shuffle the first song to come on is angels like you by taylor swift i scream the lyrics and it goes off then daddy issues by the neighborhood comes on and i vibe to the song as i pull up to the cameron residence. I feel my anxiety start to rise "what does he want from me" i whisper to myself i look at my phone the time reads 10:58 pm i get out of my car and walk in making my way up to rafes room. I knock and he opens the door looking at me with a cheeky grin on his face. "rafe why am i here?" I say walking by him sitting on the end of his bed. "What can i say i missed you after you just decided to run off" i let out a sigh "rafe you know thats not how it all went dow-" he cuts me off "SO WHAT HAYLEE YOU LEFT BECAUSE YOU WERE STRESSED WELL HAYLEE HOW DO YOU THINK THAT I FELT YOU LEFT ME AT MY WORST i thought i could trust you" he screams at me and i can hear the hurt in his voice i slightly start to tear up "rafe im sorry i know i hurt you but you hurt me too you broke me i didnt think i could go on faking being happy rafe i needed help" "I DID TOO" i look down at the ground not knowing what to say letting a few tears fall down my cheeks. I stand up and look up at rafe and put my hand on the side of his face "im sorry i really am i would take it all back if i could" i pull him in to a hug but he just stands there i pull away and look up at him "i can go if you want" i say and wipe the tears that were forming "no stay we need to talk" "rafe im not just gonna sit here while you yell at me" i go to walk out the door grabs my arm and pulls me back into his room and closes and locks the door "no you are not leaving sit down" he commands i sit down on his bed again looking down not wanting to look at him "haylee im not gonna yell at you okay im just mad and upset you just up and left and you didn't tell me i love you haylee you couldve at least told me" he says starting to tear up "rafe i couldnt have told you because i know you wouldve been able to talk me out of it i needed help im sorry i didnt mean to hurt you i do love you i just needed time". Rafe runs his hand through his hair and sits next to me "you were the only person that believed in me haylee and you abandoned me it hurt" i look at him "i know and im sorry but you hurt me too and there's nothing we can do about it now" "your gonna have to make it up to me" im taken back by that a little "how?" I look at him confused i puts his hand on the back of my neck and pulls me into a kiss and i kiss back for a second but pull away i can see the hurt in his eyes when i do "rafe we cant" "yes we can" he leans in again and i back up a little "rafe.." "haylee please i need you" hearing those words broke me and he goes to kiss me one more time but this time i dont pull away i let it happen. He grabs my hips and pulls me on his lap..

a.n.
sorry i know this is a good part but you will get your smut in the next chapter :)