Peppermint - Ron weasley x reader

Chapter 10- Hogsmede

Y/n pov:

I woke the next morning, rolling out of bed. The anger from the previous night still felt like a fresh wound that had been cut into me with a hot knife. I sighed, walking over to the door.

As I pulled the doorknob in, Ron can stubling into the room, his hand on the other side of the knob.

"What are you doing here." I roll my eyes, avoiding looking directly at him.
"I- uh..I came to see if you were awake." He stuttered over his sentance, his face turning bright red with embaressment.
"We're going to Hogsmede soon to go shopping and we're all discussing plans downstairs if you would like to join us." He says.

"Okay just give me a minute I'll get dressed." I walk over and shut the door behind him.

A light knock rings out from the other side of the door.  I roll my eyes.

"What do you want." I sigh.
"Hey it's me." Ginny says, coming in. "What's going on with you? You've been on edge all morning."
"Yeah I'm fine Ginny, it's just your stupid brother again."
"Oh god what did he do." She sighs, sitting down on my bed.

I took a minute to explain everything that happened during and after the movie. She nodded and gasped along the whole time.

"But can I tell you something Gin?" I put my hands over my face.
"Mhm.."
"I liked it. A lot. And if he hadn't said anything after I would have just let him do it again. I knew it was wrong from the start because he couldn't have feelings that fast, he barely remembers me. I just hate that I love him and he only wants me for sex." I say.

"Are you fucking delusional?" She says.
"What?"
"Of course he loves you and you would be blind if you didn't see that. He's just stupid. I have 6 brothers but he is literally still one of the dumbest and most oblivious people I know. If he knew he was hurting you, he would never have done... That. Even if he doesn't LOVE you he can still have enough feelings to be blinded by them." She scolds.

Huh.

"Well Ginny you're being oddly wise."
"So you're gonna forgive him?"
"I'll think about it. Now leave so I can get dressed."

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RONS POV
•earlier that morning•

Bloody hell I fucked it all up.
We were actually doing well. Finally in a good place again. I may not remember her from the past but now I'm just as in love with her as I probably was before the accident. I just wish we could have worked but I had to go and mess it all up.

I can't say I didn't like what happened though. I really did love seeing such a different side to her. My hands on her body, her head leaning back and her heavy breathing was something I longed to see again. The way she but her lip to hold in the moans, making sure that no one else could see what was happening.

The look of relief on her face as she came around my fingers.

I needed to see her.

I walked out of my room and down to hers, hesitating as I held onto the cold doorknob. She hated me for what happened last night. She was livid, and for good reason too. Maybe I should just leave her be.

Just as I'm about to pull away, the door swings open and I get pulled in by my hand, which was still wrapped tightly around the knob. 

"What are you doing here?" She asks bluntly as her eyes dart away from me.
"I- uh..I came to see if you were awake." I stutter, thinking of an excuse to be there.
"We're going to Hogsmede soon to go shopping and we're all discussing plans downstairs if you would like to join us." I give a small smile, trying to ease the tention a bit.