"Fuck!" I yell dropping my gun on the floor. Dropping to my knees and leading my hands over my face.
The evening was slowly setting upon me as I made it to my final destination. As the afternoon slowly faded away, it raised my thrill. I've always been a fiend at nighttime. A fiend for living life in a way that helped me stick to the bad ass reputation I had going for me. Everyone is scared of something and everyone is a fiend for something. With me, I fiend for power and everyone is scared of me.
That's the thing about power. It has a high control rate if you are feared. Fear controls power or does power control fear? Given that the outcomes may vary, many people respond differently and that is what I am trying to say. If you have a fear of the dark, the dark will control you and take power of your actions. You will refuse too ever be in the dark. Henceforth you would proceed to sleep with a lamp on to control the darkness.
You see what I mean? You controlled your fear but your fear also controlled you. Its a hard concept to grasp and that is why I am obsessed with it so much.
"Y/N, what are we going to do about this?" I am approached by someone at the building only to be roughly grabbed by the shoulders.
"Back up please before the only thing going is my foot up your ass, I need to breathe." I push him away as I am getting up.
"I know I'm tough and all but you know I still enjoy my personal space." I make my way further in the building to settle down.
Within this business, a lot of its members know me for my strong will. It is very hard to necessarily break my confidence. I do in fact come on top in a lot of things and I will make it known that I am superior. I'm not saying I’m cocky but I do appreciate knowing my worth.
"Man, we missed him this time. He just had to run away but I swear the next time I see him he is dead." I punch the wall beside me as anger laced my voice as I recollect what just took place.
"Y/N, you know I’m the best we got and I know they caught you off guard this time but we will get them next time."
"Wow Gojo, coming from you that means a lot considering you're such a cocky bitch." I roll my eyes walking away from him.
He laughs and slaps my back roughly to piss me off.
I have always been paired with Gojo ever since I was thrown into this business... A lot of people say that we are two people highly aware of our worth and don't take it for granted. We show great leadership so people put us together on tough stakes. Aside from being a good team, we piss each other off a lot.
"Well, I am the one that alerted you because you can't see for shit." He jokes.
"Of course you can see with those big ass globes in your eye sockets but how am I supposed to see from across the building?" I narrow my eyes and him and he just shrugs.
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Fear || Toji F.
Fanfiction"Pathetic little girl." He returns to his seat. "Get the shit and get out. I expect to see you tomorrow too. Here in this office. I got something for you to do." He tells me. ● In which, A girl runs into her past boyfriend after years of being apart...